I have been sick for a couple days, I think it may be bronchitis. At the Lupe show I started to feel it and I knew what was coming, I should not have gone out thursday night. So now that I see how precious my lungs are and how bad it hurts when they are sick I have decided not to smoke cigs anymore, ever. It too easily becomes a slippery slope when ( Read more... )

November 9th, 2005 ( Read more... )

I woke up around 7, and had no idea where I was. I would peek my head out of the bathroom, see a bunch of people in a house I did not recognize, and retreat in terror. I then awoke in Jesse's bed at 1:00pm, realizing I had missed a class that allows limited absences. I went to Denny's with Brett, ate a free Grand Slam breakfast, went home and said ( Read more... )

Happy birthdAY EWA JABLECKI

Made it out just in time not to get tear gassed

You stop stopping by to say hello ( Read more... )

It would be nice to relax with a nice girl. Perhaps listen to some music or watch a good film. It's gonna be good time

I waste my time being upset over something that can never be, and to miss this god damn much hurts. I hope the tide settles I don't want to see the waves.

I don't even want to write anything because I am at a loss of words.

I've been occupying myself with schoolwork often recently. It's something I should have been doing. I've been reading a lot of Hemingway, and he is damn depressing. But he does a damn good loneliness. You know, when you fall in love with someone in your dreams, it can never be as good in your waking life. You can fall in love with a different ( Read more... )