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arashi4storm January 28 2019, 10:00:07 UTC
Good morning Yukina ( ... )

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mikunicchi January 30 2019, 18:10:31 UTC
Hello!
Thank you for taking your time and reading my ramblings and even going out of your way to reply it really ;-; Reading your message made me tear up again, but then again I'm crying straight for these last days for every little thing.
I painfully understand that feeling of being ignored for senseless reasons. I really do. So I'm really glad that you've found your way to the Arashi too. This place is a very special place for me and every other fan here. I'm happy that we met here! And I'm glad you left a message here, perhaps we can continue talking from now on? Like I'm super shy and this is super awkward but if it's okay with me, I'd really love to be friends with you from now on. Even though we haven't spoken before, this doesn't mean we can't from now on I guess
Have a really good day too! Thank you for replying this really T-T <3

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nongdao14 January 28 2019, 12:27:07 UTC
I believe when the time is come, they will come back to us :)
2021 probably will be a difficult year for us, fans, but we will make it through.. together with everyone.. Let's cherish them to the fullest! <3

Stay believe <3

Ps. I also want to say thank you very much for all you've done to help me in this fandom through translation. means a lot..

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mikunicchi January 30 2019, 18:12:24 UTC
I really want to believe that too T-T
I'll do my best so that I can send them off with a smile and wait for them until they come back again T-T

I haven't done anything really! But if my measly translations helped you even a bit, I'm super happy and glad that I decided to make them <3

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nongdao14 January 31 2019, 08:18:01 UTC
As Jun said today on his Enjoy... They will make sure that we will never ever forget the memories with them. Just believe in them <3 Eventho it's hella hurt :"D

^^ It helps. I am sure many people feel the same too

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mikunicchi January 31 2019, 08:27:30 UTC
It hurts very much really T-T I mean Sho had assured us on Zero but still, I can't help but be afraid of losing them omg
This loop is so terrible really T-T

Thank you for also enjoying the subs I've made, I'm happy I was able to make some little things for this fandom really <3

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roo_kie January 28 2019, 13:44:42 UTC
TT_TT
You made me crying reading your story as I'm remember mine!
I also think to end my life, when I felt nothing worth for me to keep on living.
and I met them and I'm still here!!
*hug you tightly*
It still 2 years ahead and it's not disband only hiatus or we could say "Oh-chan Summer vacation:
>_

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mikunicchi January 30 2019, 18:14:40 UTC
*hugs you tightly too*
Thank you for leaving a reply here T-T It seriously means a lot for me T-T It's like, I am painfully alone in RL but I have people who understand me here T-T
I hope Oh-chan fishes a lot and brings us lots of fish when he's back T-T

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roo_kie February 2 2019, 06:25:49 UTC
I wish I could ease your pain in RL.
tbh I'm worrying more abt OH-chan, I wish He don't find how cruel world can get.
Well I wish him all the best!

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mikunicchi February 2 2019, 21:51:59 UTC

It already means too much for me, thank you really :")
I'm worried about all of them T-T I hope they are all okay and I really wish happiness for them too T-T

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ethatonbo January 28 2019, 17:38:31 UTC
Hello Yukina
I can relate so much to your story. I couldn't help i was feeling like reading my own life story. From when your fandom started with anime to drama, couldn't fit in school ( i couldn't even fit in my own family too), got bullied, having suicidal thought, Jun baited, but in my case i found comfort in drawing. And when we found Arashi they put so much laughter and smile on our face.
I'm really thankful that Arashi had saved your life. I also want to thanks to whoever uploaded the Bet de Arashi on yt.
i had the same regret regarding Arashi concert.But for now i have no choice but to have faith in Arashi. They will come back to us. It's the only thing that help me to cope with sadness.
Stay strong I wish things get better for you soon.

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mikunicchi January 30 2019, 18:21:27 UTC
Hi!
Thank you for reading my long messy thoughts and even going out of your way to leave a message here T-T You have no idea how much it means for me T-T
I'm glad we all found our way to this place. This fandom is an awesome place and I'm grateful to everyone who does things for Arashi like subbing and translating and uploading those kinds of shows. Seriously, if it weren't for that user who uploaded that show to youtube I wouldn't be here and I'm grateful to every moment of it.

I really want to believe in their future come back. And I will keep doing my best to become independent until that time. I don't care how long it takes but I really do hope to make it to their come back concert (me trying to be super positive about this whole thing). Hope when the time comes, we all can see them again!
Stay strong too! I'm rooting for you too <3
Again, thank you very much for leaving this message here T-T It seriously means a lot T-T

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gambitsfox January 29 2019, 06:41:27 UTC
Good to hear from you again! Sorry your having such a painful time in your life. Just remember....nothing lasts forever. You will find friends or work buddies you can connect with. I also had very few friends in school. I got into fanfiction when it was in paper form.....yes I'm old....lol. One thing computer fanfiction has improved (besides being faster) is the real friendly people you meet. My internet friends from fandom are the best! And while we are reeling from the news of hiatus I also read the interview Arashi gave. The media said Arashi was very clear it was a hiatus for group activities and Not disbandment. While i dont trust a lot of people i do trust the guys when they say this. They have been talking and planning for this for awhile now. Ohno even said it would be for all of 2021 and after that they would see. Just hope those crazy fans dont bother them too much while this is happening. This hiatus is the best mental break they could possibly do. The alternative was losing Ohno forever. Hey......they arent dead! That ( ... )

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mikunicchi January 30 2019, 18:37:40 UTC
It's good to hear from you too! Thank you for reading my messy thoughts and thank you for leaving a comment here T-T
I really want to believe that they will come back, I really want to trust them. But I guess I'm personally too pessimistic about the life at this moment. Still! I believe one day they'll be back! And I will keep doing my best in order to get independent and I will definitely make it to their come back concert if God allows me T-T Seriously this is the only thing I'm hanging on at this moment T-T

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