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milady1844

Just stuff.

Jul 24, 2006 23:33

Life's been a mixed bag recently. Mostly I'm feeling overwhelmed. Trying to cope with my mom's death & Dec going through a "OMG! Mom can't move more than a few feet from me or I'm gonna freak out!" phase. I've taken to calling him Klingon, since most of the day he clings onto me. Boy do I hope he outgrows this phase quickly ( Read more... )

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milady1844 July 25 2006, 08:48:35 UTC

Thanks.

I think that it did bring her joy. We saw her at least once a week, talked daily and she really loved hanging out with "the little man" as she called him. But there are so many questions that I now realized that I would like to have asked her. Mostly about how I was as a kid & I didn't realize that I'd been counting on having access to those memories. And to her experience as a mom. Granted, my mom was a total whacko, but still.

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milady1844 July 25 2006, 22:10:52 UTC

i'm sure that this feeling of missing her & her knoweldge will stay with me. this whole situation is complicated by the fact that she and i did not have a great relationship for most of my life. it was only in the end that i buried the hatchet & made peace. and i thank all the little gods that be that i did.

the ability to drive and cry is a useful one. it allows me to fall apart when i need to.

thanks for your kind words. i too am glad you commented on my icon. funny how things work out.