Everybody hurts - Chapter 3
Jack was annoyingly happy. That was a hopeful turn of events. It’s been three days and he hasn’t heard of Sawyer yet. He gave him his number in case something happened to Clementine but didn’t ask for his.
One more day passed and he is dying. He has a break at the hospital and uses it to charm Melanie, the girl in charge of the hospital´s bureaucracy. He knows she has a little crush on him so he takes advantage of that.
He finally gets the number, but as he didn’t think it through, he doesn’t know what to do with it now. Strictly as a doctor he says to himself.
“Ford speakin’”
“Hey”
“Doc, what’s up?”
Funny he asks that, Jack thinks. “I wanted to know how Clementine is feeling.”
“She’s better doc. I almost finish the meds. When she can go back to school?”
“Today is Thursday, so… this Monday will be fine.”
An awful awkward silence comes.
Sawyer is not willing to admit anything yet. Deep down he knows he accepted the idea of coming to LA, he could have told Clementine that LA was an awful place to live and persuade her to try again. He knows he could have gone to any clinic available near his home, it was just a fever and there was no need to bother a spinal surgeon about it. He knows he could have dropped Jack at his house, but continued driving to his place even though they were two blocks from Jack’s home. He was the one who pushed every time, not Jack. He was the one who made everything possible. Now he is cold feet but deep down he knows, so as Jack.
“So Monday um… I… I’ve never thanked you for what you did with Clementine” Sawyer manages to say.
“It was nothing, really. I’m not used to deal with children but she is very easy to be with.”
“Yeah she is an angel.”
“About what happened the other day…” Jack finally accomplishes to bring the subject up. “How are you feeling about it?”
He remembers when he had just got rescued. He was rescued a few months after Jack was. Jack did everything that he had promised him on the chopper. He went to see Cassidy, gave her money and said that if she needed anything she could count on him. By the time Sawyer appeared on the scene, Cassidy knew he was a changed man, that the island did something to him, so she allowed him to be part of her life and her daughter’s. What she also knew was that she was sick and she wouldn’t live long, so she took advantage of the situation. She had to be sure she would leave her daughter in good hands. Sawyer realized all of this a little time later and was fine with that. He never loved Cassidy for real. The last months she was in pain all the time and they practically never had sex. All of that was done for Clementine’s sake and Sawyer came to realize that that was what it meant to be a father. He never knew otherwise.
“I ain’t sure doc. I have my daughter to take care of now. She needs me and I don’t know how she’ll take any of this.” He says defensibly.
“You can’t play your daughter card much longer, Sawyer. I know how you feel.” Where all that bravery came from? He suddenly grows some balls.
Sawyer falls silence and then hangs up.
“Sawyer? Are you there?” Jack asks. Nothing. Nicely done. Scare the man. Now you’ll have to work him all over.
Jack calls him every day, leaves him thousands of messages. No luck.
Monday arrives and it’s his day off, so he takes a shot and goes to see him. He knows he’ll have to take Clementine to school, so he waits in the car for him to come home luckily alone. He finally does.
Jack rings the bell and waits. Sawyer appears “Yeah? … Fuck.”
Jack enters without asking permission. “We need to talk.” He says seriously with a half-smile.
“We do?” Sawyer acts surprised and closes the door.
Jack grabs him from behind and embraces him. He whispers in his ear “I want you so much. I fucking need you.” Sawyer stops breathing and closes his eyes. His heart pumps furiously and his cock fills rapidly as he feels Jack’s cock pulsing hard on his ass. Jack’s hands travel all over Sawyer’s body. He adds pressure to his touch and brushes his lips near to Sawyer’s ear, letting his breath caress his skin. Sawyer winces slightly and bites his lips when Jack’s tongue circle around his ear. Jack presses his body fully against Sawyer’s back and the blonde gasps for air.
Sawyer moves his head backwards over Jack’s shoulder and arcs his back. Like this, they kiss furiously, angry with themselves for waiting all this time. Without stop touching him, Sawyer turns and grabs Jack’s head between his hands. He plunges into the wet heat and fucks his mouth. He runs his fingers over Jack’s short hair and caresses his skull.
He stops suddenly and grabs roughly Jack’s forearms, Jack tries to lose himself, but Sawyer holds him firmly. He just wants to see him, his pink cheeks, swollen lips and perfect body. “You’re so fuckin’ beautiful” he says. Jack smiles dumbly and assures him “You are.” Both smile stupidly. Sawyer gasps as Jack’s hand finds its way and cups him lightly through his jeans. He applies a little more pressure and starts rubbing him. Sawyer exhales releasing all the stress he has been piling up.
“Let’s go to my bed”, he manages to say. He grabs Jack’s hand and drives him to his room.
They undress each other eagerly, eating themselves with their eyes. They feel connected like in a trance.
Jack works his fly and frees his cock, firmly taking him in his hand and Sawyer hisses a little. Jack runs his thumb over the head while his fingers play along the shaft. He changes the pressure and the pace experimentally trying to find out what Sawyer likes the most.
Jack shifts on top of him and Sawyer feels Jack’s hard-on pushing into his thigh. The feeling of Jack’s hard cock against his thigh is excruciatingly erotic. Jack kisses his way down Sawyer’s torso, stopping to lick his nipples and causing Sawyer to groan, bucking into his hand a little. Jack continues to tease his way downwards with his mouth.
He pushes his index finger into Sawyer’s mouth and Sawyer licks and sucks it very slowly sending shivers to Jack’s cock. Jack watches him with hazy eyes and takes his finger away. Suddenly Sawyer feels the wet finger pressing against the entrance of his ass and instinctively clenches.
Jack leaves his finger there but slides his body over him till he can kiss Sawyer’s neck. "Relax, it’s worth it" Jack whispers into his ear completely aroused. He moves to his jaw line, licking and kissing him. Sawyer finds himself lost in Jack’s touch and manages to relax a little bit. He feels Jack’s finger edge its way inside him and then shifts slightly hitting a spot that Sawyer never felt before, he closes his eyes, seeing stars.
"Jack! That’s … fuck" he gasps.
Jack smiles against his neck. "It’s good huh?"
"So fuckin’ good." Sawyer exclaims, shifting his hips restlessly.
Jack gets down on Sawyer’s body, his finger massaging Sawyer’s prostate gently as he takes Sawyer fully in. He runs his tongue along the underside of Sawyer’s cock, a slow motion that makes Sawyer feel like he is going to go insane. He licks his slightly hairy balls very softly causing Sawyer to beg for more.
Jack tries all the sensitive spots and learns his reaction. Every few strokes he runs his tongue over the tip, licking the precome before taking him in again, right down to the root.
“Jack… oh, fuck… I’m gonna come like this…”
Sawyer’s hips start moving but he tries to stay still, not knowing how Jack will react but he doesn’t seem to mind as every jerk of his hips is received with a sensual grunt from Jack.
Sawyer’s hand moves down to tangle in Jack’s hair, his fingers run through the short hair and over his shoulder. He presses down more insistently on Sawyer’s prostate, speeding up his rhythm and Sawyer starts moving. He keeps restrained at first but as Jack does nothing but take it Sawyer finds himself thrusting quicker and letting go. As he is close to come his thrusts become more erratic.
“Jack!”
He rests his head back against the pillow and let his hips thrust wildly as he comes in Jack’s mouth. Jack swallows down everything Sawyer gave him and lets his cock slip shinny from his lips as he pulls out his finger. Sawyer pulls Jack towards him and finds his mouth. He tastes himself on Jack’s tongue and finds himself savoring the bitter and salty taste.
“That was the best… blowjob… ever” Jack smiles proudly. Sawyer will be pleased to go to sleep just like that but knows Jack is not done yet. He has to reciprocate but doesn’t know where to start. The lazy inside him speaks for him. “You wanna fuck me?” Sawyer asks directly.
“I do… only if you want me to.” Jack responses very aroused by the idea of fucking Sawyer.
“I’ve never been fucked before.” Sawyer admits.
“I can be gentle” Jack jokes and then wonders “Do you have any lube?”
“No” he says afraid.
“It’s ok, I brought some.” He assures him. “You brought some? What did ya think it would happen?” “This” he says confidently and smiles.
Jack presses Sawyer down onto the bed and keeps caressing his tights over and over again. Sawyer’s skin is on fire. Gently, he situates himself between Sawyer’s legs and spreads them. He looks at Sawyer’s ass and a rush of desire races through his cock. He concentrates on working one finger, then two, inside Sawyer’s body.
Sawyer tries to relax, he trusts Jack a great deal but his body doesn’t let. His mouth finds Jack’s and gasps as Jack begins to move his fingers inside him one more time. This time with other purposes, now he doesn’t aim to his prostate every time. Now he is concerned not to hurt Sawyer in any way. Lowering himself slowly, Jack grips Sawyer’s thighs firmly and begins kissing the tender flesh there. As Jack’s tongue laves over his balls, Sawyer’s fingers dig in the sheets next to him.
Jack’s tongue swipes over his asshole several times. Long, slow strokes that just make Sawyer’s cock to stir again. Then the tip of his tongue ticks his ass, working its way inside. Another needy groan escapes Sawyer’s lips, which seems to push Jack on more. His tongue presses in harder, breaching the ring of muscle with little effort. He carries on with his movements, thrusting his tongue in and out, feeling the muscles relax more and more, pulling him in, so open now, open and wet with his saliva.
"Oh God…" Sawyer mutters breathlessly.
Jack’s heated tongue seems to go deeper with each thrust. The muscles of Sawyer’s thighs tremble.
"Oh God, oh God, Jack" he chants. "Too fuckin’ good"
Sawyer’s cock has grown almost completely hard again. Jack opens the lube he brought, empties it on his hand and before spread it on his cock he wonders “Sawyer, do I need a condom?” Jack asks cautiously. “I’m clean, you?” Sawyer answers breathlessly. “I’m clean too” Jacks says and kisses Sawyer sweetly. “Ready?” Sawyer nods reassuringly.
Jack positions his cock dripping with pre-come and covered with lube at Sawyer’s entrance. He takes a deep breath trying to enter him slowly and gently despite his desire to ram into him hard and fast.
Sawyer hisses in pain as Jack fills him completely, burying himself inside with one long, drawn out movement. Jack waits patiently for Sawyer to adjust to the invasion. He gazes down at him, watching the pain from Sawyer’s face. “Wanna stop?” Jack asks worried as he caresses Sawyer’s chest slowly.
“No, just… take it easy” Sawyer gasps. The hurt is slowly converting itself into pleasure, a pleasure that was unlike anything Sawyer had ever felt before in his life. Jack painstakingly repeats his previous action, drawing out and pushing back in, feeling Sawyer begin to relax around him, allowing him inside. Sawyer’s head is tilted back against the pillows and Jack watches him as he moves, the abdomen’s muscles slowly getting wet from the friction and the heat.
Jack’s hand moves between their rocking bodies and grabs hold of his cock. Sawyer immediately covers Jack’s hand with his, both of their fingers wrapping around Sawyer’s erection and pumping hard as Jack continues to thrust into Sawyer’s willing body.
“You’re so fucking tight” Jack cries in pleasure. Sawyer closes his eyes again overwhelmed by every feeling.
“Look at me” Jack pleads groaning, his voice husky and deep. Sawyer lets out a guttural moan and begins fisting harder, forces his eyes open but his lids feel heavy. He can’t keep them open, the sensations are too much.
“Oh god, shit… fuck me… fuck me… fuck me harder. Fill me, Jack” He tosses his head back on the pillow again as he struggles against his orgasm for control of his body.
“Look at me” Jack commands. Sawyer once again forces his gaze to Jack, his pupils dilated with intense pleasure and unable to focus entirely. Jack dips his head and captures Sawyer’s mouth in his, mimicking the thrusting of his body with his tongue.
“I love your cock inside me. So perfect. Fill me with that hot cream of yours.”
Sawyer’s body starts to tighten around him and beneath him and Jack knows he’s about to lose control. His own body can’t handle it either. He comes wildly triggered by Sawyer’s words and empties himself into him. The world around him goes black. He feels dizzy but manages to train his eyes on Sawyer’s face as he thrusts one last time, spending himself completely.
He pumps Sawyer’s cock one more time before Sawyer finally gives in, his eyes rolling upwards, and cries a guttural and strong noise. The come reaching both their hands and chest.
Jack collapses on top of Sawyer, sticky and wet but satiated. He can feel Sawyer trembling underneath him and realizes that he’s trembling too. Completely wasted, he lies on Sawyer for a few moments while he catches his breath. After a while he begins kissing Sawyer’s neck, then his jaw line and mouth once more. Sawyer lets out a tiny whimper as Jack moves, pulling out and readjusting himself on top of him.
They stay like that, without thinking about anything, just feeling themselves completely satisfied and what it could be happiness in some level.
Time passes and Sawyer manages to speak. “Wow doc! I’ve never thought I’d say this, but you’re a definitely my new hero, Dr. Tongueman” he murmurs against Jack’s mouth, small laugh playing at his lips.
“I’ve been waiting this moment for years” Jack whispers back and pulls back from him.
“So how come you know how to touch a man so well? Thought you were married and then you were with Kate and all. You ever had a boyfriend or somethin’?” Sawyer asks intrigued.
“No. I had a thing with my friend Mark during college, but it didn’t last long. Then I got the degree and married Sarah. Did everything my family was expecting me to do. My dad died, the plane crashed and then… I saw you.”
“What?” He says laughing. “That hardly explains your experienced hands not to mention that incredible tongue of yours.”
Jack looks away embarrassed.
“C’mon doc! You were leadin’ pretty confident just a few minutes ago.”
“I slept with Boone a few times.” Jack says blatantly.
“Boone? Really?” He says making a weird face. “I’m jealous.”
Jack laughs. “Don’t be. It was you I was thinking of. You have no idea. I couldn’t get you outta my mind. Anyway, he came to me one night feeling pretty sure I was gay or something. I fought it at first and then gave in. I was needed and you hated me back then! Besides he is dead.”
“I’ve never hated you!” Sawyer yells.
“So… what now?” Jack asks knowing it was a difficult question to ask.
“Now, I… fuck … you senseless.” Sawyer grins showing his sexy dimples.
“Who’s feeling confident now?”
“Did ya let Boone fuck you?”
“He preferred to bottom”
“So what? You don’t bottom?”
Jack touches Sawyer’s cock harshly and whispers in his ear. “I’ve been dreaming of having you inside me for almost five years, you’d better fuck me long and hard till I can’t walk for days.” Sawyer’s eyes go black with lust and all his blood goes directly to his cock for the third time this day, he can’t believe it.
“Well look at that” Sawyer says pointing to their cocks, both hard again.
“It would be a terrible waste not to take advantage of that.” Jack jokes.
“It’s the third time for me today. It’s been a while.”
“I’ve been jerking off the whole week thinking about you.” Jack admits openly.
“Yeah? What did ya imagine?
“I…” he finds it difficult to put it into words, he’s completely turned on with just the thought of it. “You were slamming it into me from behind. You bit my neck harshly and then your tongue was everywhere. So hot.”
Sawyer approaches him tentatively. Both of them are laying down facing each other. Sawyer extends his hand and cups Jack’s face. He kisses him softly taking all the time of the world, allowing themselves to get very hard.
He slowly caresses Jack’s back and waist. The gentle touch causes Jack to get the chills. Sawyer kisses his neck, behind the ear and the shoulder. Jack’s ass is anticipating all the pleasure that it is to come.
“Please Sawyer” Jack begs.
“You’re beggin’ me?” Sawyer teases as he licks Jack’s right nipple till it gets really hard and he bites it a little bit.
“Jesus, fuck” Jack is absolutely excited.
Sawyer wets his fingers and starts massaging Jack’s ass. He marvels as how the muscles contract and relax to his touch. Jack breathes harder each time panting and gasping for more. Sawyer tries to put his finger in but feels Jack resistance and so he stops. “It’s ok, just push harder.” He enters one finger and stars moving in and out. The pressure around his finger is completely exquisite. He is so aroused at the moment imaging that it’s his cock and not his finger what it’s inside Jack’s ass.
Sawyer pulls out his finger and then pushes back in with two, still being so gentle and careful with his hand while his mouth bruises against Jack’s. Jack’s hard and impatient for something else and can feel the anticipation leaking of himself.
Sawyer wants to be inside Jack so badly and the thought of it makes him thrust harder against Jack.
“Forget the foreplay, Sawyer” Jack pleads. “Just fuck me” Sawyer pulls back his head slightly so he can gauge Jack’s expression.
“I don’t wanna hurt you.” He tells him.
“You won’t. You did good” Jack mumbles, his hands finding Sawyer’s ass and squeezing firmly, pressing Sawyer’s groin tightly to his. “Please…”
Sawyer nods and removes his fingers from Jack. As he sees doubt in Sawyer’s eyes, Jack immediately moves away and gets on his knees, leaning forward so his head and shoulders are on the pillows.
“This position will be easier.” Jack says. Sawyer nods and says. “Just like how you pictured it” He chuckles.
Sawyer gets up and shifts behind him, covering his body with his own. He reaches around and took Jack’s cock in his hand, stroking it gently. He nudges Jack’s legs apart further with his other hand and moves in closer as Jack felt his heartbeat speed up. Sawyer licks and bites gently the back of Jack’s neck before he pushes slowly in.
Sawyer stills inside him, resting his weight against Jack as he continues to stroke his cock, his breath hot and ragged against Jack’s neck.
It felt like forever before Sawyer starts to move but when he does Jack feel himself surrounded by sensations, every one of them better than the last. By the way Sawyer felt inside him, so strong and solid and Sawyer’s breath on the back of his neck, Jack thinks he might explode at any second.
“Fuck Jack, so good, so tight” he says.
Sawyer shifts slightly and starts hitting Jack’s prostate. Jack feels him and he knows they both are getting close.
As Sawyer starts to pick up speed, Jack find himself moving back against him, meeting his thrusts and pushing him deeper in totally abandon.
“I’m gonna come baby” Sawyer says. Sawyer holds his cock tighter as his movements become clumsier and heavier right before he comes, staying buried deep inside Jack as he continues to jerk him off, his strokes getting faster and harder before Jack spills onto the sheets.
They lay there for a moment before Sawyer gently pulls out of him and they collapse onto the bed together, somehow managing a deep, sensuous kiss before they both lose the ability to move anymore.
“You’re so fuckin’ hot.” Jack smiles. “You’re hotter.” They kiss and laugh like teenagers.
“I have to pick Clementine up in like an hour. I’m gonna take a shower.” He stands up. “Jesus I can’t move.” He laughs.
“Can I join you?” Jack asks for permission.
“‘Course babe.”
“Babe huh? Are you in love?”
“Maybe. You have an amazin’ ass!” He jokes.
“Yeah? It’s my ass you love?” Jack says attacking Sawyer. They playfully fight towards the shower, both naked and beautiful.
They kiss under water and softly clean each other. Then they finish dressing in silence looking at each other and smiling stupidly.
“Do you want to stay for dinner and eat with us?” Sawyer asks him.
“I’d like that very much, but I don’t want to impose”
“I don´t think I can be away from you anymore.” He admits.
Jack kisses him deeply. “Me neither.”
Jack grabs his car keys. “I have to take care of some papers from work. I’m going to my place and then come back around 5.30, sounds good?”
“Perfect.”
One more day passed and he is dying. He has a break at the hospital and uses it to charm Melanie, the girl in charge of the hospital´s bureaucracy. He knows she has a little crush on him so he takes advantage of that.
He finally gets the number, but as he didn’t think it through, he doesn’t know what to do with it now. Strictly as a doctor he says to himself.
“Ford speakin’”
“Hey”
“Doc, what’s up?”
Funny he asks that, Jack thinks. “I wanted to know how Clementine is feeling.”
“She’s better doc. I almost finish the meds. When she can go back to school?”
“Today is Thursday, so… this Monday will be fine.”
An awful awkward silence comes.
Sawyer is not willing to admit anything yet. Deep down he knows he accepted the idea of coming to LA, he could have told Clementine that LA was an awful place to live and persuade her to try again. He knows he could have gone to any clinic available near his home, it was just a fever and there was no need to bother a spinal surgeon about it. He knows he could have dropped Jack at his house, but continued driving to his place even though they were two blocks from Jack’s home. He was the one who pushed every time, not Jack. He was the one who made everything possible. Now he is cold feet but deep down he knows, so as Jack.
“So Monday um… I… I’ve never thanked you for what you did with Clementine” Sawyer manages to say.
“It was nothing, really. I’m not used to deal with children but she is very easy to be with.”
“Yeah she is an angel.”
“About what happened the other day…” Jack finally accomplishes to bring the subject up. “How are you feeling about it?”
He remembers when he had just got rescued. He was rescued a few months after Jack was. Jack did everything that he had promised him on the chopper. He went to see Cassidy, gave her money and said that if she needed anything she could count on him. By the time Sawyer appeared on the scene, Cassidy knew he was a changed man, that the island did something to him, so she allowed him to be part of her life and her daughter’s. What she also knew was that she was sick and she wouldn’t live long, so she took advantage of the situation. She had to be sure she would leave her daughter in good hands. Sawyer realized all of this a little time later and was fine with that. He never loved Cassidy for real. The last months she was in pain all the time and they practically never had sex. All of that was done for Clementine’s sake and Sawyer came to realize that that was what it meant to be a father. He never knew otherwise.
“I ain’t sure doc. I have my daughter to take care of now. She needs me and I don’t know how she’ll take any of this.” He says defensibly.
“You can’t play your daughter card much longer, Sawyer. I know how you feel.” Where all that bravery came from? He suddenly grows some balls.
Sawyer falls silence and then hangs up.
“Sawyer? Are you there?” Jack asks. Nothing. Nicely done. Scare the man. Now you’ll have to work him all over.
Jack calls him every day, leaves him thousands of messages. No luck.
Monday arrives and it’s his day off, so he takes a shot and goes to see him. He knows he’ll have to take Clementine to school, so he waits in the car for him to come home luckily alone. He finally does.
Jack rings the bell and waits. Sawyer appears “Yeah? … Fuck.”
Jack enters without asking permission. “We need to talk.” He says seriously with a half-smile.
“We do?” Sawyer acts surprised and closes the door.
Jack grabs him from behind and embraces him. He whispers in his ear “I want you so much. I fucking need you.” Sawyer stops breathing and closes his eyes. His heart pumps furiously and his cock fills rapidly as he feels Jack’s cock pulsing hard on his ass. Jack’s hands travel all over Sawyer’s body. He adds pressure to his touch and brushes his lips near to Sawyer’s ear, letting his breath caress his skin. Sawyer winces slightly and bites his lips when Jack’s tongue circle around his ear. Jack presses his body fully against Sawyer’s back and the blonde gasps for air.
Sawyer moves his head backwards over Jack’s shoulder and arcs his back. Like this, they kiss furiously, angry with themselves for waiting all this time. Without stop touching him, Sawyer turns and grabs Jack’s head between his hands. He plunges into the wet heat and fucks his mouth. He runs his fingers over Jack’s short hair and caresses his skull.
He stops suddenly and grabs roughly Jack’s forearms, Jack tries to lose himself, but Sawyer holds him firmly. He just wants to see him, his pink cheeks, swollen lips and perfect body. “You’re so fuckin’ beautiful” he says. Jack smiles dumbly and assures him “You are.” Both smile stupidly. Sawyer gasps as Jack’s hand finds its way and cups him lightly through his jeans. He applies a little more pressure and starts rubbing him. Sawyer exhales releasing all the stress he has been piling up.
“Let’s go to my bed”, he manages to say. He grabs Jack’s hand and drives him to his room.
They undress each other eagerly, eating themselves with their eyes. They feel connected like in a trance.
Jack works his fly and frees his cock, firmly taking him in his hand and Sawyer hisses a little. Jack runs his thumb over the head while his fingers play along the shaft. He changes the pressure and the pace experimentally trying to find out what Sawyer likes the most.
Jack shifts on top of him and Sawyer feels Jack’s hard-on pushing into his thigh. The feeling of Jack’s hard cock against his thigh is excruciatingly erotic. Jack kisses his way down Sawyer’s torso, stopping to lick his nipples and causing Sawyer to groan, bucking into his hand a little. Jack continues to tease his way downwards with his mouth.
He pushes his index finger into Sawyer’s mouth and Sawyer licks and sucks it very slowly sending shivers to Jack’s cock. Jack watches him with hazy eyes and takes his finger away. Suddenly Sawyer feels the wet finger pressing against the entrance of his ass and instinctively clenches.
Jack leaves his finger there but slides his body over him till he can kiss Sawyer’s neck. "Relax, it’s worth it" Jack whispers into his ear completely aroused. He moves to his jaw line, licking and kissing him. Sawyer finds himself lost in Jack’s touch and manages to relax a little bit. He feels Jack’s finger edge its way inside him and then shifts slightly hitting a spot that Sawyer never felt before, he closes his eyes, seeing stars.
"Jack! That’s … fuck" he gasps.
Jack smiles against his neck. "It’s good huh?"
"So fuckin’ good." Sawyer exclaims, shifting his hips restlessly.
Jack gets down on Sawyer’s body, his finger massaging Sawyer’s prostate gently as he takes Sawyer fully in. He runs his tongue along the underside of Sawyer’s cock, a slow motion that makes Sawyer feel like he is going to go insane. He licks his slightly hairy balls very softly causing Sawyer to beg for more.
Jack tries all the sensitive spots and learns his reaction. Every few strokes he runs his tongue over the tip, licking the precome before taking him in again, right down to the root.
“Jack… oh, fuck… I’m gonna come like this…”
Sawyer’s hips start moving but he tries to stay still, not knowing how Jack will react but he doesn’t seem to mind as every jerk of his hips is received with a sensual grunt from Jack.
Sawyer’s hand moves down to tangle in Jack’s hair, his fingers run through the short hair and over his shoulder. He presses down more insistently on Sawyer’s prostate, speeding up his rhythm and Sawyer starts moving. He keeps restrained at first but as Jack does nothing but take it Sawyer finds himself thrusting quicker and letting go. As he is close to come his thrusts become more erratic.
“Jack!”
He rests his head back against the pillow and let his hips thrust wildly as he comes in Jack’s mouth. Jack swallows down everything Sawyer gave him and lets his cock slip shinny from his lips as he pulls out his finger. Sawyer pulls Jack towards him and finds his mouth. He tastes himself on Jack’s tongue and finds himself savoring the bitter and salty taste.
“That was the best… blowjob… ever” Jack smiles proudly. Sawyer will be pleased to go to sleep just like that but knows Jack is not done yet. He has to reciprocate but doesn’t know where to start. The lazy inside him speaks for him. “You wanna fuck me?” Sawyer asks directly.
“I do… only if you want me to.” Jack responses very aroused by the idea of fucking Sawyer.
“I’ve never been fucked before.” Sawyer admits.
“I can be gentle” Jack jokes and then wonders “Do you have any lube?”
“No” he says afraid.
“It’s ok, I brought some.” He assures him. “You brought some? What did ya think it would happen?” “This” he says confidently and smiles.
Jack presses Sawyer down onto the bed and keeps caressing his tights over and over again. Sawyer’s skin is on fire. Gently, he situates himself between Sawyer’s legs and spreads them. He looks at Sawyer’s ass and a rush of desire races through his cock. He concentrates on working one finger, then two, inside Sawyer’s body.
Sawyer tries to relax, he trusts Jack a great deal but his body doesn’t let. His mouth finds Jack’s and gasps as Jack begins to move his fingers inside him one more time. This time with other purposes, now he doesn’t aim to his prostate every time. Now he is concerned not to hurt Sawyer in any way. Lowering himself slowly, Jack grips Sawyer’s thighs firmly and begins kissing the tender flesh there. As Jack’s tongue laves over his balls, Sawyer’s fingers dig in the sheets next to him.
Jack’s tongue swipes over his asshole several times. Long, slow strokes that just make Sawyer’s cock to stir again. Then the tip of his tongue ticks his ass, working its way inside. Another needy groan escapes Sawyer’s lips, which seems to push Jack on more. His tongue presses in harder, breaching the ring of muscle with little effort. He carries on with his movements, thrusting his tongue in and out, feeling the muscles relax more and more, pulling him in, so open now, open and wet with his saliva.
"Oh God…" Sawyer mutters breathlessly.
Jack’s heated tongue seems to go deeper with each thrust. The muscles of Sawyer’s thighs tremble.
"Oh God, oh God, Jack" he chants. "Too fuckin’ good"
Sawyer’s cock has grown almost completely hard again. Jack opens the lube he brought, empties it on his hand and before spread it on his cock he wonders “Sawyer, do I need a condom?” Jack asks cautiously. “I’m clean, you?” Sawyer answers breathlessly. “I’m clean too” Jacks says and kisses Sawyer sweetly. “Ready?” Sawyer nods reassuringly.
Jack positions his cock dripping with pre-come and covered with lube at Sawyer’s entrance. He takes a deep breath trying to enter him slowly and gently despite his desire to ram into him hard and fast.
Sawyer hisses in pain as Jack fills him completely, burying himself inside with one long, drawn out movement. Jack waits patiently for Sawyer to adjust to the invasion. He gazes down at him, watching the pain from Sawyer’s face. “Wanna stop?” Jack asks worried as he caresses Sawyer’s chest slowly.
“No, just… take it easy” Sawyer gasps. The hurt is slowly converting itself into pleasure, a pleasure that was unlike anything Sawyer had ever felt before in his life. Jack painstakingly repeats his previous action, drawing out and pushing back in, feeling Sawyer begin to relax around him, allowing him inside. Sawyer’s head is tilted back against the pillows and Jack watches him as he moves, the abdomen’s muscles slowly getting wet from the friction and the heat.
Jack’s hand moves between their rocking bodies and grabs hold of his cock. Sawyer immediately covers Jack’s hand with his, both of their fingers wrapping around Sawyer’s erection and pumping hard as Jack continues to thrust into Sawyer’s willing body.
“You’re so fucking tight” Jack cries in pleasure. Sawyer closes his eyes again overwhelmed by every feeling.
“Look at me” Jack pleads groaning, his voice husky and deep. Sawyer lets out a guttural moan and begins fisting harder, forces his eyes open but his lids feel heavy. He can’t keep them open, the sensations are too much.
“Oh god, shit… fuck me… fuck me… fuck me harder. Fill me, Jack” He tosses his head back on the pillow again as he struggles against his orgasm for control of his body.
“Look at me” Jack commands. Sawyer once again forces his gaze to Jack, his pupils dilated with intense pleasure and unable to focus entirely. Jack dips his head and captures Sawyer’s mouth in his, mimicking the thrusting of his body with his tongue.
“I love your cock inside me. So perfect. Fill me with that hot cream of yours.”
Sawyer’s body starts to tighten around him and beneath him and Jack knows he’s about to lose control. His own body can’t handle it either. He comes wildly triggered by Sawyer’s words and empties himself into him. The world around him goes black. He feels dizzy but manages to train his eyes on Sawyer’s face as he thrusts one last time, spending himself completely.
He pumps Sawyer’s cock one more time before Sawyer finally gives in, his eyes rolling upwards, and cries a guttural and strong noise. The come reaching both their hands and chest.
Jack collapses on top of Sawyer, sticky and wet but satiated. He can feel Sawyer trembling underneath him and realizes that he’s trembling too. Completely wasted, he lies on Sawyer for a few moments while he catches his breath. After a while he begins kissing Sawyer’s neck, then his jaw line and mouth once more. Sawyer lets out a tiny whimper as Jack moves, pulling out and readjusting himself on top of him.
They stay like that, without thinking about anything, just feeling themselves completely satisfied and what it could be happiness in some level.
Time passes and Sawyer manages to speak. “Wow doc! I’ve never thought I’d say this, but you’re a definitely my new hero, Dr. Tongueman” he murmurs against Jack’s mouth, small laugh playing at his lips.
“I’ve been waiting this moment for years” Jack whispers back and pulls back from him.
“So how come you know how to touch a man so well? Thought you were married and then you were with Kate and all. You ever had a boyfriend or somethin’?” Sawyer asks intrigued.
“No. I had a thing with my friend Mark during college, but it didn’t last long. Then I got the degree and married Sarah. Did everything my family was expecting me to do. My dad died, the plane crashed and then… I saw you.”
“What?” He says laughing. “That hardly explains your experienced hands not to mention that incredible tongue of yours.”
Jack looks away embarrassed.
“C’mon doc! You were leadin’ pretty confident just a few minutes ago.”
“I slept with Boone a few times.” Jack says blatantly.
“Boone? Really?” He says making a weird face. “I’m jealous.”
Jack laughs. “Don’t be. It was you I was thinking of. You have no idea. I couldn’t get you outta my mind. Anyway, he came to me one night feeling pretty sure I was gay or something. I fought it at first and then gave in. I was needed and you hated me back then! Besides he is dead.”
“I’ve never hated you!” Sawyer yells.
“So… what now?” Jack asks knowing it was a difficult question to ask.
“Now, I… fuck … you senseless.” Sawyer grins showing his sexy dimples.
“Who’s feeling confident now?”
“Did ya let Boone fuck you?”
“He preferred to bottom”
“So what? You don’t bottom?”
Jack touches Sawyer’s cock harshly and whispers in his ear. “I’ve been dreaming of having you inside me for almost five years, you’d better fuck me long and hard till I can’t walk for days.” Sawyer’s eyes go black with lust and all his blood goes directly to his cock for the third time this day, he can’t believe it.
“Well look at that” Sawyer says pointing to their cocks, both hard again.
“It would be a terrible waste not to take advantage of that.” Jack jokes.
“It’s the third time for me today. It’s been a while.”
“I’ve been jerking off the whole week thinking about you.” Jack admits openly.
“Yeah? What did ya imagine?
“I…” he finds it difficult to put it into words, he’s completely turned on with just the thought of it. “You were slamming it into me from behind. You bit my neck harshly and then your tongue was everywhere. So hot.”
Sawyer approaches him tentatively. Both of them are laying down facing each other. Sawyer extends his hand and cups Jack’s face. He kisses him softly taking all the time of the world, allowing themselves to get very hard.
He slowly caresses Jack’s back and waist. The gentle touch causes Jack to get the chills. Sawyer kisses his neck, behind the ear and the shoulder. Jack’s ass is anticipating all the pleasure that it is to come.
“Please Sawyer” Jack begs.
“You’re beggin’ me?” Sawyer teases as he licks Jack’s right nipple till it gets really hard and he bites it a little bit.
“Jesus, fuck” Jack is absolutely excited.
Sawyer wets his fingers and starts massaging Jack’s ass. He marvels as how the muscles contract and relax to his touch. Jack breathes harder each time panting and gasping for more. Sawyer tries to put his finger in but feels Jack resistance and so he stops. “It’s ok, just push harder.” He enters one finger and stars moving in and out. The pressure around his finger is completely exquisite. He is so aroused at the moment imaging that it’s his cock and not his finger what it’s inside Jack’s ass.
Sawyer pulls out his finger and then pushes back in with two, still being so gentle and careful with his hand while his mouth bruises against Jack’s. Jack’s hard and impatient for something else and can feel the anticipation leaking of himself.
Sawyer wants to be inside Jack so badly and the thought of it makes him thrust harder against Jack.
“Forget the foreplay, Sawyer” Jack pleads. “Just fuck me” Sawyer pulls back his head slightly so he can gauge Jack’s expression.
“I don’t wanna hurt you.” He tells him.
“You won’t. You did good” Jack mumbles, his hands finding Sawyer’s ass and squeezing firmly, pressing Sawyer’s groin tightly to his. “Please…”
Sawyer nods and removes his fingers from Jack. As he sees doubt in Sawyer’s eyes, Jack immediately moves away and gets on his knees, leaning forward so his head and shoulders are on the pillows.
“This position will be easier.” Jack says. Sawyer nods and says. “Just like how you pictured it” He chuckles.
Sawyer gets up and shifts behind him, covering his body with his own. He reaches around and took Jack’s cock in his hand, stroking it gently. He nudges Jack’s legs apart further with his other hand and moves in closer as Jack felt his heartbeat speed up. Sawyer licks and bites gently the back of Jack’s neck before he pushes slowly in.
Sawyer stills inside him, resting his weight against Jack as he continues to stroke his cock, his breath hot and ragged against Jack’s neck.
It felt like forever before Sawyer starts to move but when he does Jack feel himself surrounded by sensations, every one of them better than the last. By the way Sawyer felt inside him, so strong and solid and Sawyer’s breath on the back of his neck, Jack thinks he might explode at any second.
“Fuck Jack, so good, so tight” he says.
Sawyer shifts slightly and starts hitting Jack’s prostate. Jack feels him and he knows they both are getting close.
As Sawyer starts to pick up speed, Jack find himself moving back against him, meeting his thrusts and pushing him deeper in totally abandon.
“I’m gonna come baby” Sawyer says. Sawyer holds his cock tighter as his movements become clumsier and heavier right before he comes, staying buried deep inside Jack as he continues to jerk him off, his strokes getting faster and harder before Jack spills onto the sheets.
They lay there for a moment before Sawyer gently pulls out of him and they collapse onto the bed together, somehow managing a deep, sensuous kiss before they both lose the ability to move anymore.
“You’re so fuckin’ hot.” Jack smiles. “You’re hotter.” They kiss and laugh like teenagers.
“I have to pick Clementine up in like an hour. I’m gonna take a shower.” He stands up. “Jesus I can’t move.” He laughs.
“Can I join you?” Jack asks for permission.
“‘Course babe.”
“Babe huh? Are you in love?”
“Maybe. You have an amazin’ ass!” He jokes.
“Yeah? It’s my ass you love?” Jack says attacking Sawyer. They playfully fight towards the shower, both naked and beautiful.
They kiss under water and softly clean each other. Then they finish dressing in silence looking at each other and smiling stupidly.
“Do you want to stay for dinner and eat with us?” Sawyer asks him.
“I’d like that very much, but I don’t want to impose”
“I don´t think I can be away from you anymore.” He admits.
Jack kisses him deeply. “Me neither.”
Jack grabs his car keys. “I have to take care of some papers from work. I’m going to my place and then come back around 5.30, sounds good?”
“Perfect.”