I got drunk trying to forget about tonight...i'm not ok. It's not ok

i know what's going on...and i just can't handle it.

please dont....

So anyways, 3 of the chicks at the resteraunt broke up with their boyfriends in the last week. (only 6 of us there total, 2 are married....then me). And the craziest thing...2 of them asked me out this weekend. I was kind of shocked. I had been talking to all 3 of them recently about their problems (i went through it myself just a few weeks ( Read more... )

I laugh at your pain
cause it's me I know is drowning in it.

My heart is so torn right now. I need to leave it all behind...but these mixed feelings and signs just make everything harder. It's so hard to have someone else chosen over you....i dont get it. Girls are stupid..this one especially. Karma is a bitch. And everything I said will come true. Just bend over, smile and take it like a man...cause ( Read more... )

I just get lost in these eyes....they are amazing. ... i've been starring all night...i just can't get enough.

I'll sing her something she wont forget
for the first time i know this is now who i am.

So I went to Gencon this past weekend. 2 days worth at least. Friday night I called asoka and he was in valpo, so I called his brother suhada, and he was on call at the hospital until ~10:30...so I called suhada's girlfriend, who I have never met or talked to before...and went out to a 1st-2nd year med student party she was hosting. I had a ( Read more... )

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better left said then unsaid
no matter the outcome
feelings forgotten

Ok, so asking someone out online is one thing...leaving a message in a live journal response, or myspace.....hmm....am I the only one who finds this entirely lame?