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Aug 02, 2005 01:50

Two weeks went by like it was nothing, but actually? It was something. There was something going on with Faith and I kept it to myself, but I had a feeling? I wasn't going to this time. I could smell something living inside of her that wasn't supposed to be there and the more and more that the days went by, the more I knew exactly what it was. I ( Read more... )

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notamistake August 2 2005, 06:07:59 UTC

It didn't matter how much I scrubbed. They wouldn't go away ( ... )

weloveyouangel August 2 2005, 06:16:21 UTC

Wait, she already knew? Why was I suddenly angry at her for keeping it from me. Unless she knew that she couldn't and I already knew and ... fuck. I followed her into the bedroom and she sat down on the bed, lifted up her shirt so she could show me spots that ... how could I haven't seen them before? I mean, we were just ... or maybe I had and I just wanted to pretend that I didn't see them. Reaching my hand out, I ran my fingers over the spots that were across her skin ( ... )

notamistake August 2 2005, 06:24:12 UTC

I tilted my chin up to watch him as he started yellin' that there had to be a way to fix this. How exactly? Not like there were alot of doctors left to take a look at me and since this was the superflu? There wasn't shit they could do about it anyway. I was dead, gone, lost already and I knew why he was throwin' stuff all around the room. Because for as sad as I was that I was about to die, for as scared as I was? At least death was something that I'd always known was gonna happen to me. I'd already accepted it somewhere along the way. Angel? He was gonna be left here. All alone. He'd told me so many times he wouldn't have made it this far without me, but now he was gonna have to. Because I would be gone soon and that must terrify him ( ... )

weloveyouangel August 2 2005, 06:30:47 UTC

She got up, pulling me to her and I stared straight ahead as she told me it wasn't fair. It wasn't and now I was going to be left alone when I thought that I wouldn't have to be. Now I knew I was finished because if she went, there was nothing else to even possibly live for. I was done and over just like she was and it didn't even enter my mind that I would have to stay. I wasn't. When she was gone, I was gone too. One second it would take, no pain at all. Just dust ( ... )

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