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Feb 23, 2005 22:19

I thought I was a hero, I've been told that I was, that I am, but I don't feel it. If I was, then five weeks ago, I would have been able to save my friends. Three weeks ago was the last, when Wesley died. I was there with him until the end, he even had a shot before he went, my scotch, except he poured something in it, something that would make the ( Read more... )

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prodigal_slayer February 24 2005, 05:30:56 UTC

Didn't know where I was goin'. Well, didn't know where I was goin' til I got there. Hell A, how much did I really not miss it? Southern California sorta lost it's appeal to me after I was trapped in prison there for years. You spend so long on the move, and then you get trapped somewhere? Yeah, not exactly itchin' to go back. But when I did get there, after leavin' Cleveland, I knew exactly why I'd gone. Cause Angel'd be there. Why hadn't I thought of that before? Vampires didn't get the super flu, mostly just humans and a few demons ( ... )

__angel February 24 2005, 05:48:52 UTC

Walking back up to the apartments, I noticed that someone was around. Usually, people weren't out this late anymore, that is if they were even left. Some people were, but alot of them were already gone and the streets for the most part after dark were pretty empty. As I walked up the sidewalk, I stopped when I saw her. She looked tired, but she was hiding that with the smile on her face. Frowning, I walked over to her, looking her over, making sure that she was okay, but I didn't sense the disease in her, she was healthy for the most part, but I had a feeling that I knew why she was coming ( ... )

prodigal_slayer February 24 2005, 05:59:57 UTC

I watched him curiously as his eyes raked over my body. Almost saw the start of a smile but it went away as quickly as it had come. Guessed things in L.A. hadn't been a whole lot different then they'd been in Cleveland. Least he could do was pretend to be happy to see me though. I mean, everyone else was dead ( ... )

__angel February 24 2005, 06:11:41 UTC

Leaning against the wall, I watched her as she gave me a look, talking about the apocalypes. I already knew that Buffy was dead, but there was this chance that she could be. I mean, Faith was here, but if Faith was here, then I guess I would expect for Buffy to be here, and she's not. That's something that I do regret, I was busy taking care of Wes that I had no time calling Buffy. That was something that would eat at me for the rest of this life that I so called have. What a life it is. The gypsies got what they wanted, I am suffering ( ... )

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__angel February 27 2005, 04:05:53 UTC

She walked? I gave her a look, wondering if she was actually telling the truth and believe it or not, she was. What else could she do? I was amazed that she actually walked from Cleveland all the way to LA ... for me. Or well, not for me, but to see me. That actually meant something. For a quick second, I wondered if Buffy would have done the same. I would never know, so I'm not going to think on that ( ... )

prodigal_slayer February 27 2005, 05:35:33 UTC

Was gonna stop at the store but when my eyes looked in through the darkened windows I could already see that the place had already been thoroughly ransacked. Could see that the shelves had been pretty much picked clean. Nothin' to eat in there, but I was sure there were other places to get food around here. 'Sides, I was a pretty resourceful girl. Had to be ( ... )

__angel February 27 2005, 07:00:59 UTC

I heard her call my name and I glanced at her as I finished heating up my mug and set that on the counter. Whatever she was going to ask me, I was hoping it wasn't something that I had to explain about ... what happened here, but ... she asked me what was wrong. She already knew what was wrong. I couldn't save my friends and that's something that I'll never forgive myself for. Or perhaps not seeing Buffy before ... she died. Again. I still remember the day that we came back from Pylea and we walked in. We were so happy to be home and then Willow was there and that's when I knew, I felt it and I hated myself for not feeling it before. Even though we were in a different dimension. Sad thing is, I didn't know this time until Faith told me ( ... )

prodigal_slayer February 27 2005, 21:29:05 UTC

He was fine. Yeah right. He looked about as fine as I felt, but still he felt the need to hide himself from me. Of course he did. Which by the way? Kinda weird considering I knew him better than anyone else did. I mean, I went through the whack mind trip with him and his evil twin. I saw all the shit he had done over the years and I knew just exactly how fucked up he was. Why did he have to hide from me of all people ( ... )

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__angel March 7 2005, 09:35:25 UTC

I watched her as she got up from the bed, looking for something. Probably her pants which I was right. For her cigarettes. I looked around the room to keep my eyes off of her and it hit me that we just ... in Wes' bed. I mean, not that it matters because Wes is ... gone, but still it's the fact that we ... or is it? Doesn't matter. It doesn't, because Wes is gone ( ... )

wickedslayer March 7 2005, 09:45:02 UTC

What was I thinkin' about? Way to turn the question around on me, Soul Boy. I wasn't quite that retarded yet....I thought anyways. Like I wouldn't notice that shit he tried to pull on me. Narrowing my eyes I took another drag off of my smoke as I watched him pull the covers over the lower half of his naked body. Why would he wanna hide something like that for real? I still hadn't made a move to put on any clothes or shield myself. And every once in awhile I saw him stealing a glance at my body, not that I could blame the boy. I was hot yo! Thing that killed me was the regret in his eyes. But he always had regret in his eyes. It was just his Angel thing ( ... )

__angel March 7 2005, 09:53:20 UTC

I think she noticed me staring at her body every now and then, I saw the look in her face when we both looked at eachother. Heavy lifter? I shifted on the bed and wondered if she was talking about me. Was I really that heavy? Not that I minded, but if I was getting a little bigger, I'd need to work on that. I chuckled a little and turned on my side facing her. "Wasn't suave, just ... okay, so suave maybe," I told her. I couldn't really think beyond that she was naked in front of me, smoking a cigarette and her hair was perfectly falling around her face and I realized that I would want to draw this ... but I can't. She, I don't think she'd like that ( ... )

wickedslayer March 7 2005, 10:05:50 UTC

Glanced down at the hand sliding over my arm non-chalantly refusing to let the small smile that wanted to spread over my lips actually do just that. Instead I kept my expression neutral so that he woudln't notice. He seemed to pick up on weird stuff though. I mean, wasn't it already weird enough that he had a photographic memory? That was like cheating as far as I was concerned ( ... )

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