Here's a continuation. This is what I feel. You are who you are. God made you that way dont take it for granted. I've been in the hospital now and I'm going again tomarrow. I think this is wrong how ppl can act cuz I'm really getting fed up with it. I'm not trying to be a bitch but Katie your not fat your skinny ok. I'm being nice and shit but this ( Read more... )

I really hate how ppl act now a days I mean they complain how fat they are and everything. Well guess what I found out. I might get brain surgury. I was imformed that I have suffered brain damage and I'm a lil brain dead. I might have surgury and I'm sick right now. I dont like how ppl act and I really dunno now a days if I can call many ppl my

Man I'm not sure what to do. My aunt called today and no one has heard from her in a long time. Well she has hurt our family very much. I dunno what to do. She was a coke addict and went to rehab. I guess she's been clean for a year and a half. Which I am happy about. But I'm scared that things dont go all ok. I dunno I have lots to do and I need ( Read more... )

I'm in a weird mood. I've been listening to more rock music and I'm really ready to jump and really not change. My parents are telling me I seem a lot younger being emo and the punk rocker I am. And they yell at me to be me. But why would you make your child change his or her looks so you can feel happy. I noticed also lately I've been a bitch. i ( Read more... )

I've been in the doctors Monday, Tuesday, and Wensday. And I've been working this week. I'm tired. Now that we have a big competition this weekend. It started yesterday. And it finally ends on Saturday. I'm tired but I'll get through it. SO anyways. I went to the doctors for a physical and now I get to go the hospital and get a test done. My ( Read more... )

Well I had a good party I kno why Jonah didnt come. And like I guessed I knew why katie didnt come. Well at my party we had fun I got blown up by a fire cracker. It was fun. Well I'v been in the doctors Monday, TUes, Wensday, and I have to work a long time now. I'm so torn right now. I'm a lil shocked and I hope my test come back in good. I was ( Read more... )

Okay well my party is saturday and I'm a lil upset with what the weather is saying. I hope its not bad. I can't wait cuz KYLE will be there. I'm happy cuz this is a day for me. I know I'm gonna have fun. Even if its not big. I don't really care people are bringing ppl so its all gonna be fun. I'm not gonna lie there will be a crazy assortment of ( Read more... )

Man I hate this next week is a big week for me. Lance comes to town. And I kno very few know about him he's my 19 months old lil baby boy who loves me. And well he has to come and stay with me on the 9th. Well my parents dont kno yet. And I dont like talking to my family cuz they dont understand me. I really hope that everything works out. I mean ( Read more... )

I'm back into my depressive state and I wish I could seriously get past it right now. I know I need to help myself. And that this situation as two ways. Man I look so happy in those pics. But why is it I'M DYING...GOD I NEED YOUR HELP.........PLEASE I NEED YOU TO BE HERE WITH ME. I'M NOT STRONG I NEED YOU SO BAD....CANT YOU SEE ME CRYING AT NIGHTS ( Read more... )

Okay as many ppl dont kno I am apart of a group called Remnant its a christian youth group. Anyways last year we went on it. And I was dating a kid named Tim and Katie was with a Kid named Marty. We went thinking it will be fun. So on the way we sat with our boy's and everything. Well as you might remember we did mention its a church youth group. ( Read more... )