I have this HUGE sense of overall discomfort that I'm not quite sure what to do about. I figure that maybe if I write about it, it will be easier ( Read more... )

Just now, four days later, after thousands of minutes of thinking, "Well what WOULD I have said to Dean if I could have found the words?" I have finally found them. Previously, I had no regret because I couldn't think of anything that I would have been able to say in that situation. But now, I have found it. I would have said, "Are you serious?" So ( Read more... )

I had pretty much given up hope of ever talking to Hot Hank again. Took him off my buddy list so that I wouldn't be tempted to IM him anymore. Just as quickly as my feelings had developed, my heart (or was it my ego?) started to heal. Then tonight he IMed me.

Life is just a crazy ride these days, isn't it?

Tonight was so busy. I haven't been feeling well, I think I have an irritated gland in my under arm (tmi, I know) so I didn't wear deodorant. Consequently, I was sweating a lot running around the restaurant ( Read more... )

Ahh, where to begin ( Read more... )

Okay, I seriously need some help. All forces, brainstorm ( Read more... )

I just finished reading The Five People You Meet In Heaven. I wasn't really that psyched about it but I figured that, since it's only 200 pages, I would give it a shot and at the very least get another book under my belt. I spent most of the book liking it, wanting to know what was going to happen next, but not being particularly moved. I didn't ( Read more... )

Greg called again. Apparently everyone bailed and just wants to go out tomorrow night. Sigh.

Oh well. I was kind of getting tired anyway.

The place that Greg's friends are playing is 21 and up. Now am waiting to find out who is going to another bar. Maybe I should just give up. I wish that Hot Hank would just call and say, "Hey, I'm not really up for a bar right now, want to just hit the movies instead?"

*Greg* has a friend who is playing in a band at a club tonight. And I'm going to go with him (and probably *Donna*) to go see them. As I was leaving work, I saw Hot Hank, with whom I had been praying to God to have a solo moment all night. I said to him, "I'll see you later," and he said, "You leaving?" I said, "Yep" and he said "Bye." I then asked ( Read more... )