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i couldn't sleep last night, so i wrote a poem. i could feel my face getting red as i wrote it.
anger...
a black hole
a bottomless pit
sleepless nights
a burning fire
waiting flames...
waiting to embrace me
with open arms
waiting to ruin me
to save me
from jealous
from hate
from myself.
so yeah, its crap. but it was just how i was feeling. buuuuuuut i have picturesssss!!! only two... and of me.... how exciting....
i had a bad night. a bad weekend.
friday night i went over to zack's and hung out. what fun. we didn't do anything exciting. we did dishes and ate cheese dip&pizza. we watched tv. &he did the cutest thing. we were laying there on his bed and he looked at me and says, "do you have a baby?" and i was like, "no? why?" and he shrugged and goes, "do you want one?" & i just kind of looked at him and asked, "WTF kind of question is that?" and he giggled and layed his head on my stomach. i love him. but sometimes he is really weird.
when i got home that night, my dad yelled at me some. because he paged me or something and i didn't know what it was so i ignored it. so he took all my phone priviliges away for the weekend. thats why i haven't updated til now.
saturday was boring. i stayed around the house all day and read. around 8 me&papaw went out to dinner. i got pancakes, a bagel, and some hot chocolate. nummy. thats the first time we've done that. we mostly talked about books. because thats what us intelligent people talk about, lmfao xD books are one of my many passions, and i guess the same goes for my grandpa. maybe i get it from him?
sunday.... boy sunday. i was so oo oo oo bored. blehh. i was ready to jump out of the window for a little excitement. pathetic?
i missed my ride home today from brandon, so im here at mommys. i also brought my art project home. yepp.... paint is good.
k, well im out. peace.