i cant believe how simple things were when we were kids, everything was so black and white. Now being on the other side, i find it so damn hard separating right from wrong. I contemplate just about the biggest decision of my daughters young life, with no substantial evidence that everything is going to fall into place. My mind switches back and ( Read more... )

so i officially hate camping. i thot that i wasnt as spoiled as these people down here in s. florida. in my head i always thought "im from a small town in missouri, and i could go back to that life any day, its who i am" mannn was i wrong. i felt so snobby while i was in ocala, i used to be the one who said hello to everyone, now im a stuck up snob ( Read more... )

so i told casey that he has one week to str8ten up. then i told him that if in a week i still want to leave, that we will take a break...we'll see how that goes...

im miserable. for all those who know about my relationship, know what im talking about.
i just want to be free.
i want to be me.
i want to live my own life.
im an adult, im a mom..
i think i know how to be responsible without a guy telling me what to do all the time...
this is my life
i want to live it up.
I WANT TO BE FREE.

im not me anymore. im not sure ( Read more... )

Lately I've been noticing ( Read more... )

so practice was good today...nothin special, but the show is looking really good. im so0o0o excited! anyways i went to applebees with kelseys family and baker...good times.  then we went to kelseys and like showered and stuff and headed over to chris's party...OMG awesome trampoline!!! more fun times. then danielle came and picked me up and we ( Read more... )

last day of school until winter break!!!! whoop-whoop!! omg i have been waiting for this day for so0o0o long!! we are going to michelles house tonight for a crash watching party! so i was gonna go to the play last night, but i was going to go with a certain someone, but i cancelled because another certain someone was probably gonna show up...which ( Read more... )

wow its been awhile since i updated this thing...sorry live journal youve been replaced by myspace ( Read more... )

Well the angels sang like thunder
As I felt myself go under
Now I don't have to wonder anymore...

he broke up with me tonight...i hate this feeling...what else is there to say?

much love for dani and kelsey...you guys are the breast...to my rescue again.

There and nothin' that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love.