Comments | milkit: Bonkers is love.

milkit

Bonkers is love.

Jan 25, 2011 22:16

Earlier, my brother walked by me and I was taken back to when I was a little girl. He smelled just like my grandpa used to. I almost started crying--a good cry, I guess. Because I miss him, and I miss her, and I really wish they could be here today ( Read more... )

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ext_430695 February 16 2011, 04:23:33 UTC

i know this is late. but don't worry about the whole writing process. it'll come to you when it's ready. you can't push these things. you can have an idea, but you can't force it out. try not to worry too much about it, and about it affecting your future, and all that. you and brandon are fine where you are, and you're both smart and amazing and great. and yes, bonkers is love. sharp love lol.

milkit October 23 2013, 06:58:13 UTC

A few weeks after writing this, I found out I was pregnant.

A few months after writing this, my aunt died.

And a few months after that, my baby boy was born.

The hurts still hurt. They haven't lessened with time, I only think of them less. Which is a hurt in itself.

I miss them all. But I love my Cameron, and I still love my Bonkers, and I still love my Huggies. And I spend a lot more time thinking about those things than I do the hurts anymore.

Because that's life.