because i have a problem communicating with people, i never come to a point. i have problems expressing my emotions clearly, to others as well as myself, more to others than myself, it's not that i dont know what i want, i just cant voice it in a way that makes someone understands, i feel quiet, without a voice, so hurt over and over i cried myself to sleep last night and my eyes hurt the day afterwards and i see it happening again tonight.
Ah, dearie, everyone has problems communicating sometimes, some more than others. (Believe me, I know.) We don't always have to understand to care.
♥ If you need to cry, then cry. Like Bright Eyes says, "your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow. But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself, it's best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or a simple song of hope."
"when u lift up ur head and look at the moon, u look bac down & miss ur home"metropoliticSeptember 19 2005, 01:26:27 UTC
chinese moon festival tonight, baby. make a wish !
[it's like] we're both 13 yr old girls with awkward full hearts but for personal reasons can't seem to give them our full voice. it's debilitating in the worst way we're selling fantasy, really. your pretty words, even sadness you try to colour with as much grace and dignified hurt. where's the room for vulnerability, reality? there's something comforting in that loneliness, even though you must hate it too, sometimes.
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because i have a problem communicating with people,
i never come to a point.
i have problems expressing my emotions clearly,
to others as well as myself, more to others than myself,
it's not that i dont know what i want,
i just cant voice it in a way that makes someone understands,
i feel quiet, without a voice, so hurt over and over
i cried myself to sleep last night and my eyes hurt the day afterwards
and i see it happening again tonight.
i dont know, youre going to have to pardon me.
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♥ If you need to cry, then cry. Like Bright Eyes says, "your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow. But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself, it's best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or a simple song of hope."
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and if not, I hope things get better for you.
(i'll stop now because really, my comment sounds utterly stupid)
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These kind of feelings are always hard to fix.
but sometimes you just need to feel this way and then move on
I don't think that helped at all.. sorry
much love,
chibo
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[it's like] we're both 13 yr old girls with awkward full hearts but for personal reasons can't seem to give them our full voice. it's debilitating in the worst way
we're selling fantasy, really. your pretty words, even sadness you try to colour with as much grace and dignified hurt. where's the room for vulnerability, reality? there's something comforting in that loneliness, even though you must hate it too, sometimes.
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