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it's beautiful outside at this very moment. grass green to tree green to grey skies with dark blue rainclouds; add a dash of lightening to make brighter blue rainclouds. i can not describe it. i wish i could take a photograph for you, but my camera lens (any camera lens) can not capture this ( Read more... )

my chest feels heavy in a strange way ( Read more... )

there in the skies, lives an emperor who has a beautiful daughter named stara ( Read more... )

post a secret.

i do not care if you post a secret anonymously or if you would rather have me know who you are if that will make you feel better. i do not care how tiny, big, stupid, hideous, or silly your secret may seem. i like to feel connected with everyone / everything. let me know, please.


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i soaked in the bathtub for what seemed to be several hours this evening. my skin is pale and pink. i walked around the entire morning feeling my heart beating quickly inside my chest cavity. i thought i was having panic attacks but i felt panic free, it was an odd experience. i kept talking to myself & touching things around the house as if i were ( Read more... )

tonight i have come to the conclusion of a sweet time is sharing a spoon & having saved apart of the cake cos it is too pretty to eat. i would rather save this part to devour on another night when i feel a tiny bit less happier.

g: happy birthday.
g: are you? happy?

very.

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