It seems to me as if I've been emo in this livejournal a lot previously. Therefore, I'd like to express my feelings right now.. which happen to not be emo ( Read more... )

I'm amazed at how many times my mind can go back and forth between different thoughts and opposite emotions in one fraction of a second. It's weird.

blah.

It's the things said that can't be taken back.
The days spent without him that you can't ever get again.
It's the things you don't forget that hurt the most.
Especially when none of it's your fault.

What do you do when the person that you care about the most doesn't care about you nearly as much? I don't really know what to do. There's nothing to do I guess except just live, like I have been.

I hate my life.

So I'm going to just be super lame and post some lyrics. But it's ok.. because these.. I mean.. seriously. damn ( Read more... )

so.........

I HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO DO, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:(

Yeah, I like them. But one song is really sad. It's about a girl leaving her abusive boyfriend and running away. It's so sad. I almost cried ( Read more... )

I think it's finally time for me to grow up. It hasn't been necessary so far, but it obviously is now. And I don't mean grow up in terms of becoming mature.. cause I'm pretty sure I'm somewhat mature.. but I mean grow up as in becoming responsible for the things I do and the things I have to do. I have to take control of my own life and stop ( Read more... )

so today i wrote three essays, and i think they sucked. now im babysitting. im not sure what movie i should watch.... hmmm.. i dont know. i babysat last night too. im hungry, but they have no food here ( Read more... )

Well good news. I don't want to die anymore ( Read more... )