my sorrows...and not

Mar 01, 2004 14:22


In the past 24 hours I have made the worst decisions of my life and found out the worst pieces of information that I possible could. I have spent all weekend with my grandparents and it was not making me very happy.
All my friends are so beautiful and i wish i could be a georgeous as them!!! I wish I wish I wish.


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anonymous March 1 2004, 14:00:12 UTC
you've got it backwards. The more you understand, the less everything matters, thus the more happy you are. You're either at a stand-still or sinking into some kind of, anti-knowledge thing...
There is no love, only a constant mating ritual involving a man and a woman, and if one has a hormone disorder, man and man. The physical controls love, and hormones convince you that it is some sort of connection between you and someone else, when it is nothing but sexual attraction and/or smell. Thus "Spring Fever" is just another mating season amongst the many beasts in this world.
Once you become a victim of reality, you will reach a point of depression where you feel like you're going to just lay down and die (no, not suicide). After this, you can't go anylower, thus you shall only get happier and happier, and you will learn to love life. THEN and only then can you have any such opinion on the meaning of "life."

Sincerely,
God's Best Friend

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wicked1mpulses March 1 2004, 16:44:52 UTC
amen to that.
i like you, whoever you are

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anonymous March 1 2004, 16:47:32 UTC
Tis I, god's best friend...

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aquafirefli March 1 2004, 17:58:58 UTC
Contrary to Laura, I don't like you. Of course love exists, and as more then a mere physical bond. Lust can be based on physical reactions, yes, but that is not love. “Love” does not have to only be between two people who are having sex. I love my family, I love my friends. Can you explain that? I love life. I love pleasure, of any kind; whether it comes from a particularly good novel, creating a piece of art, the satisfaction of accomplishing a goal, or just anything that I, in someway, enjoy. Also, I deeply resent your hint that it is somehow wrong to love someone of the same sex. Love is love; no matter what form is comes in. Why not simply rejoice in it? I would also argue that the more you understand, the more everything matters; and who can truly say that what we believe to be true is true anyway? Life as I know it offers little proof but math and science. Reality need not be depressing. You can change your own realty, or at least you can change most parts of it. Even if you do not like aspects of “reality” that you ( ... )

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azile123 March 1 2004, 16:24:47 UTC
Ruby...u r so freakin gorgrous. Dont put ure self down!
lov ya
-E

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ok...i tried to post...i'm not sure if it worked...so i'll try again aquafirefli March 1 2004, 17:13:06 UTC
Ruby. You are beautiful. Inside and out. Let yourself be, or if there is something you feel you need to change, change it. Just please, don't hurt yourself, and try to make sure that you end up happy. Whatever you do. Just be happy. Life is too fucking short to waste it being depressed. I love you if that helps.

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