if anyone would like to hang out with me...it would be great. it seems like no one really wants to hang out with the pregnant girl anymore and i think i am irritating poor amber. i tag along with her like everywhere. my work schedule is hectic but i have some free time some days.

i have to go to the doctor again tomorrow and i am not that thrilled. they are prolly going to poke me a bunch again. i hate that with a passion. i am getting to the point where it is becoming a chore for me to sit down and get back up. i already sick of being pregnant. atleast i don't have that much more time until i am not anymore ( Read more... )

kyle and i are having a girl. her name is kylie lynn. i went to the doctor today and she said that i am 30 weeks and 3 days along. we are excited. now i just have to find out when and where to have a baby shower.

i have to go to the doctor on monday for a ultrasound. i had to make it a day that i had a ride to go and a day that kyle had off from work. i have to remember to request that day off. i will let you guys know what it is then ( Read more... )

how does one smell pregnant? i didn't think it was possible but kyle does. i am wondering if that is a bad thing. if anyone knows, please tell me.

the case worker just called me. she is sending something in the mail and i will get it like tomorrow or wednesday. there is no way possible that this baby is anything else but a boy. it kicks me alot and very often. hard too i might mention. but kyle and i have decided on names. for a boy it would be jace allen christopher and a girl would be kylie ( Read more... )

i am so sick and tired of going to people asking for fucking help and no one helping me. isn't that what job and family services is for? but no... they have to fuck me around first and piss me off. i don't need this fucking stress. i think i am just going to go to the hospital on friday if nothing comes out of that first ( Read more... )

lucas county told me to go to a for real doctor and get a stupid paper saying that i am. i did and the doctor thinks i am about 6 and a half or 7 months along. how fucking great. anyway. i did all that and call them back. the caseworker tells me that it is not going to work still because i am not 21, i still live with my parents and their income is ( Read more... )

i am not trying to be like everyone else and say that i am pregnant just because everyone now has babies or are going to. i really think that i am. god, this is like my worst nightmare. kyle and everyone else is excited about it i mean like even my dad is not pissed about and has actually try to further me into thinking that i am. i went over to ( Read more... )

amber turned 18 today and i feel really old. she passed her drivers test and we are going out to lunch in a bit. i hate being the older sister. everything is always on my shoulders to try and set a good example for them. amber is fine and i can take none of the credit. she has grown up to be a real loving person. she does things that are amazing ( Read more... )