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[millapants]

i wanna go to a club and have a good time... but i'm too fat ATM. have to lose a ton of weight. stupid flu makes me eat even more and i can't even drag my butt to the drugstore to get my meds... blah. i want some distraction, i wanna fake happiness for a wee while.

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[julierocket]

*evil eye of d00m*

You know, if you can convince yourself to go to a club anyways, and you can convince yourself and the people around you that you're enjoying yourself while you're there, I think you might actually have a good time and be glad you went, fake-fat or not ;)

[millapants]

hehe, that's very true :P

but what's the evil eye for? ?=P

[julierocket]

Sorry for not explaining.

That was an evil eye of "stop being mean to yourself! Go have fun because you're young and you shouldn't hold back on what will make you feel BETTER just because you start out feeling BAD." I don't know why I wrote that as "evil eye" instead of just saying all that. It didn't mean anything bad, though! ♥

[millapants]

lol i know you didn't :P thanks. :) you make a good point, i mean how is one ever to feel good if they don't try to feeld good because they feel bad...er, or something.

so, uhh... i'll try to do something nice. i'm gonna do some serious cleaning. :P