i've been neglecting this thing lately.
nothing really interesting has happened though.
school is good. i'm happy that i'm going to school at home.
i'm debating whether or not to actually go to GVSU next semester.
i think it will be fun because i have friends up there.
but i don't want to waste a bunch of money if i'm just going to get crappy classes.
i ( Read more... )

okayyy
for those of you that dont already know
i came home
=)
and it was one of the best decisions in my life
haha
k thanks bye

i hate it here

i want to leave

i'm planning on leaving

i'm looking into leaving

my goal is to just get out of here

this place is just not for me

i can't take being here any longer.

k thanks bye

well ( Read more... )

i want to go away to college.
i'm going to like it at State.
it's going to be a good time at State.

i'm hoping that if i keep telling myself those things over and over that i'll eventually believe it.
because right now i'm absolutely dreading it.
and the closer and closer it gets to move in day the more i want to cry.
i don't think im going to be able to ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here waiting to go to cedar point..
can you just look at what time it is folks..
yeaaaaa wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too early.

every year up north we have fireworks for my family's 4th of july
and every year something goes wrong with one of  the fireworks..
this is this years mis-fire...

http://www.youtube.com/v/qjIBx-2RPns

( mmm sexyy... kinda )

the more and more i think about it,
the less i want to go away to school.
i should prolly just stop thinking about it,
before i end up changing my mind.
is it weird that i'm dreading going to school?
oh well, i can't help it.
when i do go to schoo, i'm prolly going to either:
a) come home every weekend
b) go visit friends at other colleges
c) stay ( Read more... )

I wanted so badly somebody other than me ( Read more... )