Waking up alone...

[milleniumkeeper]

For those of you who have a lover, you know that waking up alone is not the most comforting feeling. Me? I don't need my lover right now. I need my brother. No, the other one.

To wake up in an empty room, when all you need is company is heartbreaking. This afternoon, my body finally received the rest it needed and I awoke, confused at to what

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[violetrosedew]

I hadn't left you completely alone. I was there to visit you und see you to sleep. I put you to bed, und I was there to check on you when the maid left. I never said anything because I felt no one should know. I'm not heartless, but I am cautious, und I call you brother still. *puts a hand to his hip* Now who's the one calling me an ignorant bastard, und I'm talking about the maid. *looks pissed*

[milleniumkeeper]

No you didn't. I would have felt your presence if you had, even if I was unconscious.

... And even if you did, what about the times in between?

[violetrosedew]

*sighs* You failed to realize that I have placed you und Atem close to my room so I can keep an eye on you, und I could visit, und I have! Shall I break out the tape to show you? I have security cameras to prove it.

[milleniumkeeper]

.... Whatever. I can belive what I want. You can believe what you want.

[violetrosedew]

*feels dejected* Ja. *walks out of the room, closes the door, presses his back against the wall, slides down holding his knees as he sobs, feeling the pain of loss once more*

[milleniumkeeper]

*feels a bit a guilt as he can hear Zigfried crying on the other side of the wall* {thinks: Zigfried... All I want is for you to comfort me, hold me, have fun with me, and talk to me... before tragedy strikes. I'm sick of only getting attention after near-death experiances. And it seems now, that you don't even pay attention to me after that...}

*begins to talk aloud* What more can I do? I have nothing left to give. I'm showed you every part of me. You know everything about me. I'm boring now. I have nothing interesting left. Maybe you should just move on. You and your fickle habits, after all... Zigfried.

[violetrosedew]

*stands up, hearing Malik's voice, not saying a word, walks on to his room, closes the door and nothing else can be heard*

[sammytech]

Do you like hurting him?

[milleniumkeeper]

I don't mean to, usually. I get a just a little bit fustrated and it seems to grow. I get mad at him for his inability to be serious until things get ungly. He's always fickle, and he never seems to slow down. *suddenly his eyes narrow, more attentive now* There's also tha fact he acts like a- *pauses* Nevermind. It's nothing. {thinks: I can't call him that out-loud, even if I do really think that!}