Comments | millerliite: my thoughts, if you're interested

millerliite

my thoughts, if you're interested

Oct 25, 2005 20:16

so, i don't really know why i keep this live journal going. i completely fail at updating. i'm not good at it or even consistent. i guess it is because i like it for times like this, when i just need to write to clear my head. i should get a real journal. i probably will soon. but for now, i'm using this as an outlet. here i am, 15 years old, a ( Read more... )

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kiimpossible October 26 2005, 03:57:54 UTC

your not alone
the future terrifies me
more than everything else combined.
i cant imagine life without everyone and everything that i know.

____covergirl October 26 2005, 04:08:44 UTC

i know exactly how you feel. everyday seems so stressful but you don't remember the stress or the loads of homework. you remember the people who stuck by you when you needed a shoulder to cry on. and when you look back you see a blur. because everything went by so quickly and you barely had a chance to catch a glimpse of your own life. i know what you mean. i think everybody knows what you mean. LIFE GOES BY TOO QUICKLY. and it's hard not to focus on the little tear-builders or the crappy days that come oh so often. but then 10 years later you're wondering why you ever stressed over those little things.
as kids we're always concerned with what we want to be when we "grow up." but now that we ARE grown up and we still don't know what we want to be...we try and reflect on those cut-and-paste days when everything was a breeze.
i'm glad you posted this. i guess i needed to get this off my chest too.
<3 caitlin

p.s. add me =)

givemoosecookie October 26 2005, 05:52:04 UTC

OH MY GOD

&THEN I LOVE YOU ALL OVER AGAIN.

ps. im one of those you've known your whole life.
pps. yay mememememe.
ppps. by the way...

...ill never ever ever ever forget you, my love.

anonymous October 27 2005, 06:16:37 UTC

it wouldn't be enough

i wish i had more time to laugh
and to be with you
because i know it hasn't' been enough lately and it can never be enough

jamiecoopernichol

anonymous October 27 2005, 21:57:26 UTC

HEYYY AVE!!! its casey your long lost friend...btw i miss you like no other and yes i do look at your lj when you do update it if ever. anyways i just wanted to say that i know every feeling that you are having. moving to new york, away from my friends, my boyfriend, my past life was the hardest thing that i ever had to do. and i remember counting down the days until i was moving so terrified of when that day would actually come. i tried to cram in every single thing that i wanted to do like going to every restaurant that i ever loved, going to everyone of my friends houses for the last time, doing as many nations drive bys as possible, hanging out with all my friends for the last time, taking pictures of everything that exists in orinda, and just thinking about how grateful i am to have had every one of those things and how lucky i am to have the memories that i did. but let me just say that now that i live in new york i really do realize how special my past was and who my true friends are. your true friends will never forget you and ( ... )