my birthday is just around the corner, and it makes everything seem that much more real. all my life everything has been, when im 18....well soon enough i will be and i have no clue what to do. its kind of ironic. when it comes to what to do with myself in the aspects of schooling, career, relationships, etc im more lost theni was when i was 8. ( Read more... )

its crazy how whenever i think all is lost something or someone comes along and then things dont seem so bad anymore. and at the same time when things are going good, one tihng or one person can ruin it all. in the past week i have realized, i am taking advantage of my ppl that supposedly mean the most to me, i am a brden to my father who can do ( Read more... )

so, basically i have been really stressed out for the first time in my life as of lately. with college apps, worrying about financial situations, work, and financial situations evretything has just become a little harder thenin the past. i mean i never used to have things to do and now im lucky to sleep. and on top of all of that ppl have been ( Read more... )

so this year when i go to Florida in January i get to be a bridesmaid! i am so f-in excited! its my cousin angies wedding and i cant wait! and on another note, dorothy, jackie, and myself found ur costumes...its goin to be fun...

51 days, 5 minutes. i guess we will see what changes eh? but im sure nothing will, and ivbe accepted that. on another note, its been a long day, which included a break-down. i just have way to much goin on right now, and i dont kno what to do, and then my brother is having breathing issues. its just a lot to handle.

List Ten Things That Make You Happy & Tag Six Friends To Do The Same ( Read more... )

i have been excepted to CMU one down and two more letters to go. keep ur fingers crossed for state!

no need for us to be friends or anything. even if we were close before. i mean u are way to busy finding that significant other right? becuz life is worthless without having a relationship. i must have forgot, and its worth throwing away friends too. u need to learn how to treat ppl, ecpecially those u "care"about. its not that i hate u, its that i ( Read more... )

heres the deal i need to figure out what senior pictures i should svae for yall...so look em up at my myspace websites and tell me ur favorites. please and thank you. :-D http://www.myspace.com/25014139

okay. i havent used this in a while and thats frankly becuz it got on my nerve, but i need an outburst. STOP BEING GAY AND STUPID! like for real. so, when i started to type this entry it was super long and u prolly would have end up saying "who the fuck does melissa think she is"? becuz frankly typing it i realized, that ppl are who they are, and ( Read more... )