Not sure what I have to say...

[millisande]

but something is scuttling about inside of me, waiting to come out and be said. I am just uncertain what that something is. Life is hard, but soooo rewarding right now. I think, like andrew, being happy unsettles me. I genuinely am not certain I deserve it. Not in the emo sort of way, but in reality. I don't know if I've earned it.

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[the_caitiff]

Being happy doesn't unsettle me, I just wasn't sure what to do with it. Been a while since I felt it.