I nnnnnneeeeeeeeeed a shhhoooooooooooooooooooot.

I'm so out of my routine...

I like to sleep and stretch and lay in the sun and cuddle on laps and get scratched behind my ears and I like crunchy foods and I like to play with yarn and I love getting treats.

Yep.

I should just be a cat

Things that make me happy:

1. Kittens

2. Not having to think about what I want in the future that may or may not make me happy. And not having to come up with something besides kittens that makes me happy.

Looked at the Utopia script for the first time in months ( Read more... )

And I enjoy teaching and watching actors progress.

Perhaps this might be something to look into?

I wish I knew how to articulate my feelings without sounding like a total dick bag.

I'm sorry.

I'm just a big fucking wreck right now.

I hate all aspects of my body and most aspects of my mind.

Fuck it.

I just want to feel special too.

College makes my life much more difficult then it needs to be.

I need to start on a project or something to keep me occupied...

Writing this essay for English makes me nostalgic for "the good old days ( Read more... )