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not cut because i'm such an attention whore.
since work on friday is something akin to waterboarding on the spectrum of torture, i end up withdrawing into my thoughts most of the time [which is at least as dangerous...]. most of the time i end up fantasizing about the future or imagining what i would say or how i would react to someone in a given situation, but today was all about the past. i ( Read more... ) -
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6 cups of flour, 8 sticks of butter, 10 cups of powdered sugar, 11 eggs, and an entire fucking DAY later, bake sale prep is almost done. almost.
also i have a huge midterm tomorrow. that i haven't studied for. at all.
how did i get myself into this? -
popular children
[some] children are admired for their socially adept yet belligerent behavior. this smaller subtype, popular-antisocial children, includes "tough" boys, - athletically skilled but poor students who cause trouble and defy adult authority - and relationally aggressive boys and girls who enhance their own status by ignoring, excluding, and spreading ( Read more... ) -
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well, it's not exactly a happy anniversary, but it is one worth celebrating, despite everything. it's good to storm your internal bastille. it's good to be a real person. -
good eats?
i just had a really bizarre dream. the first thing i can remember was that i was walking through stores, thinking about phone sex, when i got to a really pretentious store. it was obnoxious, so i left, and when i emerged, i was on liberty street. there was lots of buzz about a shipwreck and how it was looking for treasure, and how a bunch of ships ( Read more... ) -
yeah,
i guess i'm just a bad girlfriend, then. apparently it can't be helped. -
true to form.
last night i dreamt that sarah was checking her facebook on my computer. i wanted her to leave, and she knew i wanted her to leave, but she did not acknowledge this in the slightest and tried to make me laugh instead ( Read more... ) -
the other side of morality: development of aggression
relational aggression damages another's peer relationships through social exclusion, malicious gossip, or friendship manipulation.
most common among girls.
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violent stabbing motions
also, i've grown very certain that i am going to fail at life, as i have no interest in research, which happens to be an integral part of my major. no job --> no money --> no babies [which is inevitably where my train of thought leads]. le sigh. -
bizarre maternal moment
at work, our milk products come in bags. the milk itself is in 5-gallon bags that are really unwieldy, but recently, we've started getting our creamer in 1-gallon bags for the dispenser instead of cartons ( Read more... )