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[milsta]

ok. i can't god damn do this anymore. any of this. i can't take being unemployed. i am never one to turn away from some time off...but only if i know i will have something to go back to one day. sure, i bitch and moan when the vacation is over...but doesn't everyone? i miss having some sense of purpose. knowing there are things that need to be done

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[militantcleric]

I love you. Everything is going to be ok. I'm sorry that I got the swine flu so you couldn't come down and visit me this week - I was really excited about having you in my life.

I didn't hate Mike. I just didn't "get" him. It is hard to believe anyone who tells you that someone is "bad" for you when you have feelings for that someone. If all I want is to be around him, how could he be bad? This is where I am at with Jesse right now and it blows. But remember: it's a rare thing that anybody leaves you because of you. It's because we all have our own shit.

Good luck with the job thing. I know you are brilliant and capable and any human with half a frontal lobe should recognize this! I miss you and I hope you feel better.