~~~silent tears~~~by: me {amy bailey} 10-26-05 ( Read more... )

welp i am so sorry about last night. i am just having such a hard time right now. things are out of control for me. and i dont mean to put all that shit on all of you who read my journal. its just sometime i have to get it out. sometimes when i am the only one home i will just cry and scream just to get it all out. and most the time i dont even ( Read more... )

why does life have to be so hard? it gets harder and harder every damn day. all i want is to be happy and i am to stupid to make myself happy. and when i am happy something goes wrong and i loose. i always loose i never win. why does that always have to happen? i cant have anything i want or need. i want graham i need him but he dont want me ( Read more... )

i went to the ear doctor today and he said that i have an ear infection called gradulation polyp. it some kind of blood pouch on my ear drum or something like that. so i have these two white things deep in my ear that you cant see and i cant hear out of it at all. it sucks. i also have to take ear drops 3 times a day. and on friday i get to leave ( Read more... )

hey everyone! last night was cool. the eternal cry servise was great. anyways ( Read more... )

anna and i got up at 6:30am and had to be at the parade at 8am. and well it started at 9 and got over about about 10:45. it was fun. lol~ we were runnen around like crazy and made some new friends. like sarah and becky but their was only 6 of us passing things out. i loved it. it was a lot of fun.
welp ill write back more later~

hey today was a bad day. i found out that my freind who was busted for crack is in juvie until he's 18 years old then he's going to be transford to AZ penetary till only god knows when. i was crying all day. i feel so bad for him and his family. it was horrible ( Read more... )

today was gay but for some reason i was really hyper. i have was really happy and it was weird b/c im never really happy anymore. but i know that it will pass ( Read more... )

hi today was a bad day until latly. today the drug dogs came to school and one of my really good friends got busted. i feel so bad when i found out i cried. i feel so bad for him. im not gonna say his name b/c anybody that isnt friends w/ him dont need to know about it but those of you that dont know and are friends w/ him, he calls me his big ( Read more... )

i am so board rite now ( Read more... )