DOO DEE DOO
wish i could sleep

ok I definitely just watched a show on cheerleaders...... made me depressed and feel fat....... so now im determined to go to the gym EVERYDAY maybe even twice ( Read more... )

i just overheard a conversation between my paretns........looks like i wont be going to college next year ( Read more... )

i dont feel very good i ahvent slept yet

i wish i could sleep.........
sleep my life away.......... not even the pills worked tonight

i wish that i would die

oh wait no wishing is stupid cause wishes dont come true.........
remind me never to wish for anything ever again.........
im so sad and alone...........
i wish i had someone to be with me
and not get mad at me for being depressed

no one would notice

well i just got off the phone with karolyn...... whenever i have days like this i call her.... it makes me feel better...... even though she doesnt really do anything for me ( Read more... )

why does today feel like im re-living the day my dad left all over again ( Read more... )

ok im having like i dont even know a break down............ i cant stop crying.......... nad puking and i just want to die.............i want everythign to end i cant handle it..........im so weak