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Prednisone stinks.
Well, the swelling hasn't fully went down. I had to swap to stretchy shorts and a baggy shirt and my watch had to be loosened plus I put my large ring on my smaller finger... whatever is causing it, no idea. The doctor said to keep taking the Prednisone. My lower legs are almost back to normal though... maybe it's helping to a degree. Not sure.
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I need to get this out.
I am awake again. It is a little past 3:30 AM. My boyfriend left just a few minutes ago. The reality of feeling unsafe returns. The fight or flight. Even when mom is on her best behavior... I know her ugly side will come again. And I know the past that I try to stuff away all very well. I want desperately to keep it in the box. Kinda like in that ( Read more... ) -
So, an actual intro?
Hello, I'm Mimitchigotchi. Just call me Mimi or Mimitchi.
I'm an almost 40 year old NEET living in her mom's condo. I'm terribly anxious about literally everything and I am perpetually melancholy. I've got PTSD........ and I'd rather forget all about it. I don't like the memory flooding anxiety and I'm triggering myself. Reeeee!!!!
I'm moving to an ( Read more... ) -
Oh...
OOf.
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Bleh. Abdominal pain...
I have both an enlarged liver and spleen. :/ And inflammation of the abdomen. The current answer to that is prednisone and to be sent to a gastrologist.
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I hate riding in a Lyft...
I have anxiety with strangers. But at least Lyft is not a bus.
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Doctor's visit soon...
Alrighty then.
I gotta go to the doctor today. I just got a CAT scan on my abdomen. I likely have a kidney stone. And I tell you what... the stomach swelling I have right now is super concerning.
I have $40 to eat on the rest of the month and not much food. I went to the food bank but so much of that food was extremely out of date. I sadly tried to ( Read more... ) -
So... now that I have some time to actually type...
I live with my mom. I do not get along with her at all. I'm on the waiting list for independent living. That's gonna be weird with a roommate that I will not know sharing a kitchen and maybe bathroom depending on the room set up. I also will need to go to dumb groups... I feel like, yes, there is some mental healing I need to do. Like, I have ( Read more... ) -
Shut up...?!
Trigger warning...
So.... My bf always says I'm a 'retard' and that I don't pay attention.
Before I met him a few years ago, I overdosed in 2013 and got in a coma 3 days and nearly died and stayed in a psychosis for months I somehow fought away from. I might be scatterbrained but I just want to be treated better...
I love him... But dang. :/ Feels ( Read more... )