what if we'd swallowed this? what if we'd swallowed it up and forgotten about it like we'd done everything else? we're drinking hot water and drowning in cold dust because of the future snap.

an asymmetrical room where the balance seems perfect. perforated edges tell me this is the end of the end but how does it end? we're too far away from his ( Read more... )

you are chasing after the water and the green.
its a means to an end.
its not mean.

you make me want houses. 
you make me want rings. 
you make me want kitchens and childrens and things.

you turn me into dr seuss apparently...

and that is why i won't put up a fight
and that is why i won't call you tonight
because you convinced me and could've been right

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we have been us for over a decade now. that is all. we are drunk. say hello to tal, bee (coz shes the only person who reads these)

"hello. did you enjoy your journey to space? did you have tea with purple polka-dotted martians" (mindy rekons yes) "wish them well for me... tell zuzbuzbuzbz that i love him and i want eight million more of his squishy ( Read more... )

so im contemplating be contemplative again. everything near my spine hurts and i am realising that carbon monoxide really is giving me cold feet. i am a rubick's cube of irritation and regret. i am a soggy pigeon feather in the gutter. there's a hole in my head  and i am sorry that i keep saying the wrong thing to everyone. just slice my face off ( Read more... )

i'm out of my mind

i tell myself "i'm through with you
and i'll having nothing more to do with you"

i stay away, but every day
i'm just foolin myself

(he's the kind of man, needs the kind of a woman like me...)


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if i wasn't scientifically trained
if i didn't understand the interconnectivity of neurons
i would want a lobotomy
i think

not in the clementine way
not for all of him
just for the feeling of it
just that

because i remember Rain Song in his living room
because i remember mini pizzas and weird salad soups
because i remember water and powdered cement
because i ( Read more... )

oops? sewing this patchwork quilt together with all of the same shapes. i stuck my finger sewing the last one and im so angry at the fucken quilt that im about to rip the last square out! i know when someone steals the quilt from off my bed i will be pissed and wish i had taken out insurance but insurance is EXPENSIVE yo and then if you die and ( Read more... )

but when i did, the only thing that was made clearer was your total and utter obscurity

sort of


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Current mood:
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its funny how swiftly the whole karma thing works out. its also funny how even-steven i am with these things.

... its always something


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