hey,
mel = pa + jersey = dec 25-dec29
mel = boston = jan 11-12
mel = nola +swla = jan 22-28

crazy life.

two finals down, three to go ( Read more... )

last night i cried myself to sleep. part exhaustion, part a depressing week. (today is the 3rd anniversary of my mother's death ( Read more... )

happy turkey day everyone! i hope it was grand!

this is what i'm grappling with ( Read more... )

i yearn for you ( Read more... )

beastiality vs natzism acceptance in the world ( Read more... )

apathy is ruining me. that and mental exhaustion and haze. i have so much to do. but right now, i'm cleaing my room.

i dont want to work today.

goddamnit. so i was building up confidence all this week to ask the cute guy in my polisci class to coffee. and he has a husband! damnit! fuck my inverted gaydar! sheesh!

so i'm reading up on Luis Buñuel for my french film class (dont ask me why, he seems spanish-mexican to me.) and he seems amazing. right on with dark humor, anarchy, surrealism and absurdity of human efforts blended with fetishes, necrophilia, and lolita comlpexes ( Read more... )