they tore down my building! god damnit! that was the only thing left ( Read more... )

so, for those of you who dont know, i got a st. jude's pacemaker put in last friday. total nightmare. i will write about it soon but i should go to bed. the heart condition is ncs or neurocardiogenic (neurocardiagenic?) syncope. syncope is the fancy medical term for fainting. the neurocardia part literally means "brain and heart", thus signifying ( Read more... )

popping 1) yesterday being emotionally upset and all the shit from summer before last coming back and haunting me again.

popping 2) cardiologist saying "you should get a pacemaker"

god i just want to go home and be with my friends.

god i'm tired. my feet are killing me. i'm promising myself never to work more than 4 hours at foley's w/out a good night's sleep. today was TORTURE! 8am -4.30pm. my one hour lunch wasnt long enough. and not wearing tennis shoes! i dont know how sarah ever survived working at hustler. as soon as i got off of work i went to my car and literally ( Read more... )

wednesday i was hired for two jobs. one, partime, 5.15 an hour, blockbuster, but promises to have a lot of hours. i trained yesterday from 1-8. lot of labor but ok ( Read more... )

so yesterday it took me 3 trips to get what i was trying to get done done. and its still not finished ( Read more... )

so its weird to be around in sulphur ( Read more... )

i went outside this morning (10 am) and it was COOL!!!

yesterday was a record high in the nineties and today its 70s baby! yay cool fronts FINALLY coming through!

so this is the first time in 3 years i am happy to be back in this house ( Read more... )

so, mrs roxana and dad get back from the house. we prolly are going to trash our fridge and freezer. it was a major stink today. so yeah, they get back, & i'm talking to dad, and i mention that i'm going to go for a walk in a little bit (it was dark, bc mel and la heat dont mix.) later, after dad and his wife leave, i'm on the computer in the ( Read more... )