Writings
Lately i have been reading alot of books online,straight romances mostly and some of them has smex scenes...well most of them actually :)
Somewhere along the way i started writing down lines and they turned to page and now it seems like a story.
Probably most of you wont read what i wrote since im not one of those that post often or upload things and this isnt related to yaoi at all..yep im the give-meh-all-the-yaoi-you-can-so-i-can-feast-on-in-my-private lol
Anyway im gonna post first two pages of what i wrote and if you have will to read it id be happy.Comments about it would mean alot,even ones where you say its bad :)
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He smiled.
Sitting on the dry ground in front of my house, just few feet from the gate ,with his right leg in front of him,holding his injured hand with other and looking at me...that smile.
I heard voices all around me, our friends talking,one car passed by slowly,you could hear faintly the tv and the songs from that famous talent show, i was sure it was my mom watching it cause only she can make our tv to be heard all the way outside.
Seconds passed by,minutes...nothing of it mattered,all i could do was stare at those black eyes.Black as darkest shade of black,like two darkest jewels,like cloudy night without stars.If you had chance to stare at them long enough you could see soft glow in them,like star in the night sky that shines with intent light to show itself.I saw that light now,fueled by amusement and made softer by that smile on the mouth.Without realizing i was standing there,trembling and staring.Couldnt look away ,felt like i was caught in his spell which was funny.He is human not some wizard or vampire,i almost smiled at the thought.My heart drank the sight of him,of his eyes that could make any girl speechless,of his smile that could stop any girl from thinking and that face...face of boy i loved.Loved with all my young heart.I smiled back, not knowing that then at that moment i was giving that same heart to him for forever.
Street was begining to darken,street lamps started to glow that dull light all around.It was one of those summer nights where you can hear all the sounds little bugs made,around each street lamp butterflies and other insects flied,sound of cars driving by from the distance,sometimes you could hear sirens of ambulance hurrying by or police cars and youd always wonder in those few seconds of that recognizible noise what had happened.Then if something big did happen it would be all over the news tomorrow morning,but usually its some minor thing so youd hear tomorrow neighbours talking about it,commenting and passing to other neighbours.Over the years people havent changed and everybody knew everybody so we kids spent alot of time together,alot of nights like these.Not caring about anything,having fun,sitting in group on place we choose that night.
This night they all came to my house,small group of 6 teenage youngsters and among them was my best girl friend.We know each other for years,we do fight sometimes and sometimes its so bad we dont talk for days but somehow we always make it work.Have to admit its mostly cause of me,i just let things by.Yes, she hurts me sometimes with her words but for all my years i never had better friend than her so its easy to dont mind hurtful words she doesent mean.
Now she was near me,standing close and smiling.Wondering why did i do it and in some way i felt she knew.She did knew what i felt for the boy sitting on the ground,even though i never said and i thought i hide it well.She knew me well and that scared hell out of me cause i didnt want anybody to know,to notice and i never dared say it out loud.Nor did she, as far as i know that is.Because if she did, she didnt show it or maybe she wasnt sure in what she thought of it all.Of my behavior when he is near,of my smiles when we talked about him or when someone mentioned him along the way,of my weak talks about other guys i pretended to like or simply not saying at all.
- Kitty , he said.
Startled i noticed his sister knelling near him and talking.
- You didnt have to push him so hard , she was talking to me while she bandaged his knee.There was blood on it and dirt but he didnt make any sound as she treated it.
Others around us laughed and started joking about how i was furious and i pushed him cause he was teasing me.
- He likes her so dont be mean to her, Ivan said and laughed while looking at his best friend.
Ivan was tall and slim, he was wearing gray shorts,blue t-shirt and slipers.His hair was the color of light honey and it was cut really short,his blue eyes were half closed while he laughed with others.
- My kitty is fierce ...i realize that now.
Moving my eyes back to him i said
- Stop saying that.Im not cat nor am i yours.
Somewhere along the way i started writing down lines and they turned to page and now it seems like a story.
Probably most of you wont read what i wrote since im not one of those that post often or upload things and this isnt related to yaoi at all..yep im the give-meh-all-the-yaoi-you-can-so-i-can-feast-on-in-my-private lol
Anyway im gonna post first two pages of what i wrote and if you have will to read it id be happy.Comments about it would mean alot,even ones where you say its bad :)
********
He smiled.
Sitting on the dry ground in front of my house, just few feet from the gate ,with his right leg in front of him,holding his injured hand with other and looking at me...that smile.
I heard voices all around me, our friends talking,one car passed by slowly,you could hear faintly the tv and the songs from that famous talent show, i was sure it was my mom watching it cause only she can make our tv to be heard all the way outside.
Seconds passed by,minutes...nothing of it mattered,all i could do was stare at those black eyes.Black as darkest shade of black,like two darkest jewels,like cloudy night without stars.If you had chance to stare at them long enough you could see soft glow in them,like star in the night sky that shines with intent light to show itself.I saw that light now,fueled by amusement and made softer by that smile on the mouth.Without realizing i was standing there,trembling and staring.Couldnt look away ,felt like i was caught in his spell which was funny.He is human not some wizard or vampire,i almost smiled at the thought.My heart drank the sight of him,of his eyes that could make any girl speechless,of his smile that could stop any girl from thinking and that face...face of boy i loved.Loved with all my young heart.I smiled back, not knowing that then at that moment i was giving that same heart to him for forever.
Street was begining to darken,street lamps started to glow that dull light all around.It was one of those summer nights where you can hear all the sounds little bugs made,around each street lamp butterflies and other insects flied,sound of cars driving by from the distance,sometimes you could hear sirens of ambulance hurrying by or police cars and youd always wonder in those few seconds of that recognizible noise what had happened.Then if something big did happen it would be all over the news tomorrow morning,but usually its some minor thing so youd hear tomorrow neighbours talking about it,commenting and passing to other neighbours.Over the years people havent changed and everybody knew everybody so we kids spent alot of time together,alot of nights like these.Not caring about anything,having fun,sitting in group on place we choose that night.
This night they all came to my house,small group of 6 teenage youngsters and among them was my best girl friend.We know each other for years,we do fight sometimes and sometimes its so bad we dont talk for days but somehow we always make it work.Have to admit its mostly cause of me,i just let things by.Yes, she hurts me sometimes with her words but for all my years i never had better friend than her so its easy to dont mind hurtful words she doesent mean.
Now she was near me,standing close and smiling.Wondering why did i do it and in some way i felt she knew.She did knew what i felt for the boy sitting on the ground,even though i never said and i thought i hide it well.She knew me well and that scared hell out of me cause i didnt want anybody to know,to notice and i never dared say it out loud.Nor did she, as far as i know that is.Because if she did, she didnt show it or maybe she wasnt sure in what she thought of it all.Of my behavior when he is near,of my smiles when we talked about him or when someone mentioned him along the way,of my weak talks about other guys i pretended to like or simply not saying at all.
- Kitty , he said.
Startled i noticed his sister knelling near him and talking.
- You didnt have to push him so hard , she was talking to me while she bandaged his knee.There was blood on it and dirt but he didnt make any sound as she treated it.
Others around us laughed and started joking about how i was furious and i pushed him cause he was teasing me.
- He likes her so dont be mean to her, Ivan said and laughed while looking at his best friend.
Ivan was tall and slim, he was wearing gray shorts,blue t-shirt and slipers.His hair was the color of light honey and it was cut really short,his blue eyes were half closed while he laughed with others.
- My kitty is fierce ...i realize that now.
Moving my eyes back to him i said
- Stop saying that.Im not cat nor am i yours.