そすけ の 手紙

[minami_yu]

 

美知留

さよなら　美知留。"
"君を　自由にしてあげるよ"生きてるかぎり　僕は　君を縛ってしまう。"

"だから　君に　自由をあげるには　この心臓を止めるしかない。"
"僕は　君のすべてに　なりたかった。"

"君の見る　世界のすべて　君を照らす　光のすべて"
"君の感じる　喜びのすべてで　ありたかったんだ。"
"どこまでも　いつまでも　僕は　君と１つでいたかった」"
でも　君は"
"僕のいない世界に　幸せを見つけてしまったんだね」"
だから　僕は逝くよ。"
"せめて　まだ　君のぬくもりが　この手に残っているうちに。"
"君と　１つになれたことを　この体が　覚えているうちに…」"
ごめんね。"

"君の笑顔が　大好きだったのに　笑わせてあげられなくて。"

"ごめんね。"

"愛し方が　分からなくて。"

"ごめんね。"
"僕が　君を幸せにできなくて。"

"さよなら　美知留。"
"幸せにね」"

Michiru
Good bye, Michiru
I will set you free.
As long as I am still living I will tie you up,
therefore to set you free there is no other way than to make this heart stop.
I wanted to be your everything.
I wanted to be the whole world you are looking at, the whole light shining on you.
I wanted to be all the happiness you feel.
I wanted to be one with you whereever we are, forever.
But you...

found happiness in a world without me, didn't you?
Therefore, I am going to die now.
At least while I can still feel your warmth on my hands.
while this body still remembers being one with you.
I am sorry...
for not being able to make you laugh although I love your laughing face.
I am sorry...
for not knowing how to love.
I am sorry...
for not being able to make you happy.
Good bye, Michiru.
I hope you will be happy from now on.

*credit to : http://jdrama.cc/node/132