I'm not really going to update because nothing extreme has happened until last night. I lied to everyone I know just to see the person I love. Should be loved, but no, I love him. I don't know what to do. I want him back and everything inside me other than my heart and everyone in my life says its wrong. So how come I can not let it go ( Read more... )

Brought Mina to the Dr. yesterday. Then went to the mall and bought another bathing suit. It fits really good considering I have problems trying to get ones that hold my chest in. Also bought this shirt that has the middle finger sticking up and it says "Can you hear me now?" LMAO. I got The Matchbook Romance Cd and a Fall Out Boy cd that has ( Read more... )

So I tried those new Budweiser E things last night, the one with the energy drink in it. Very interesting, they're pretty good. I was never into the whole Red Bull obsession, one because of my intestines, and two cause that shit is nasty, drank it once and spit it out. The Budweiser was decent though, I give it three and a half stars ( because I am ( Read more... )

I registered for fall classes. Go me I am being productive for once. Umm, started filling out papers to get into universities so I can go away to school and get the hell away from this shit town. I have nothing here for me anyway so what the hell ( Read more... )

The drama continues ( Read more... )

K, it's been awhile. Finally got the aol working since we moved. So, yesterday was my 21st bday. My mom sort of ruined it because she had court in the morning with my dad and he took away my child support which he is a really big dick for doing. I dunno, she took it out on me and I def was crying my eyes out. Later on I took the car and me and Kyle ( Read more... )

Today was extremely tiring. Trying to pack everything you own is a pain in the ass. God, I wish there was a way you could magically poof move everything at once. I need to be able to wiggle my nose like in I dream of Genie ( Read more... )

Aaah I am sooo excited! Last night I drove Kyle's mustang! Ha, I dont have a liscence lol. I was pretty nervous at first because I haven't drove since like November, and the last thing I wanted to do is fuck up Kyle's mustang. I got better though, my turns just kind of suck. Anyway, I am going to get my permit on my birthday, because once I am 21 I ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )

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Oh boy. Remember that song "Wifey" by Next? My ex-boyfriend left me that entire song on my voicemail. What the hell?! Is it nessicary for him to bring back feelings that I tried so hard to get rid of? I can't talk to any of my friends about this because they completely hate him for everything he did to me and don't want to hear it. I feel so ( Read more... )