The past couple nights I have been having dreams about Anthony. I wonder if he is okay. I am not one for hating others no matter how they hurt me, but it is really wierd that I been dreaming about him this often ( Read more... )

Well, well. The past few days have been so f*cked up and confusing. And drunkin. Stupid Jillian. First off, I wound up sleeping with Kyle. GOD I AM SO STUPID SOMETIMES IT IS SCARY! I mean don't get me wrong, it was good, but not the best plan when the person is in love with you and it isn't reciprocated. This is bad. Now he thinks we are like ( Read more... )

i can't feel ( Read more... )

well...didn't go to staten island cuz it snowed like a mofo here. My mom was gonna drive me yesterday but it started snowing =(. i NEED AN AUTOMOBILE ( Read more... )

started out cool...then went back to being cool..like our stupid friendship crazy way of talking to each other...but the middle worries me...that was like aol on the spot questions and i was not prepared for..let me tell you!

Him [12:19 AM]:  long time no c
 Me [12:19 AM]:  wanna cyber
 Him [12:19 AM]:  sure
 Him [12:21 AM]:  we can make it ( Read more... )

he was like a mystery ( Read more... )

My cat is sitting in the kitchen sink. Wierdo ( Read more... )

It;s beautiful out but nowhere to go. Plus I got a thousand loads of laundry to do before I leave for Staten Island tomorrow. I was sort of excited about it, but now I don't know cause I have a million things to do when I get there and not enough hours in the day to do it ( Read more... )

my fist is bleeding ..through the wall it calls for management of my anger ( Read more... )

My back is aching, we need to stop walking ( Read more... )