i keep thinking to myself that its not true, its not true. this has happened way too many times, but it has always been someone else in another town. she was a great girl, one of the funniest i've ever met. she was friends with practically everyone. i still think i dreamt reading about it. cruel harsh reality.

R.I.P laura , you'll always be in our

Ok. So. Randomly I have names that pop up into my head, and sometimes I don't even know where they're from. One time it was Kalani Rob. And I couldnt figure out where that was from. Granted its a really cool name, but I knew I didnt just make it up. Then I realized he is a surfer and I hear the name a lot while casey watches his cabillion surf ( Read more... )

So this is what has happened in the past few weeks ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that valentine's day is better when you have someone to spend it with. However much I love giving valentines to friends, i love giving gifts to him. And yea everyone believes that v-day is just so the hallmark companies can get money. well so what, if it lets us spend more time in the day together, i am for it. and also ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that valentine's day is better when you have someone to spend it with. However much I love giving valentines to friends, i love giving gifts to him. And yea everyone believes that v-day is just so the hallmark companies can get money. well so what, if it lets us spend more time in the day together, i am for it. and also ( Read more... )

so.. stuff ( Read more... )

so this was actually a response to a friend's entry, but it made me start thinking alot, and now its too long to be a response, and id be embarrassed to leave such a long comment to an entry, when i barely leave comments anymore, but i think its worth writing about ( Read more... )

so my last entry i was... new years eve? what? when did this happen? when really it was christmas eve hahah sorry for any inconvenience this may have caused.

so its 2 oclock and im still in my pjs.. ive been getting ready for the fam tonight. i need a shower though ( Read more... )

I honestly just did the best wrapping of my life.. but i think its because i just dont want to think about other stuff.. i mean the other stuff isnt really a big deal, but im gonna miss him so much.. we havnt spent 2 weeks apart from eachother since last winter break. we havnt even spend 1 week apart. but he'll be having the time of his life in ( Read more... )