Trapped

[mind_eclipse]

I woke up...empty. Thoughtless. Nothing. I can't think anymore. Am I depressed? I don't think so.
I feel so worthless. Nothing I do makes sense. Nothing here makes sense. I feel trapped and I don't even care that I'm trapped. I don't understand and no one wants to explain. Oh so this is drama? It's not drama, it's my life.

I can't live when I'm

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[love_in_chaos]

Hi. I stumbled upon your page. I like your writing. It feels honest not just self indulgent. I am not coming from such a dark place anymore, but I see the validity of darkness. I am adding you as a friend. Would you be so kind as to add me as well? Thanks

[mind_eclipse]

Hey. I browsed your livejournal and you seem pretty cool. I added you as a friend and I will try and comment on your entries. Yes, I was trying to be forthright about things. But don't take every word I write on here seriously because I can exaggerate when I vent in my journal. Sometimes what I write makes little or no sense to others, and useless later to me. I have kind of emerged from the darkness, but I do like some aspects of the dark side of life. Thanks for the add~ Just out of curiosity, how old are you...it's nice to know what sort of person I'm connecting with on lj.

[love_in_chaos]

I'm like very ancient. I have already lived 70% of my expected life span. I was born two years after the bombing of Hiroshima. I was in high school when the Beat poets were gathering in coffee houses in Greenwich Village. My world view was formed from the best and the worst of the late 1960's and early 70's, when I was in and out of college: Martin Luther King, the assassinations, psychedelics, the anti-war movement, the women's movement, the gay liberation movement. But, I identify more with the sensibility of recent generations, than with what many of the 60s generation have now become.

[mind_eclipse]

Hey, that's cool! maybe I'll learn something from you. I love the Beats. Have you ever heard of a school called Naropa? It's in Colorado. I was thinking about going there and went for some summer classes on poetry and writing. It was formed by the beats. Specifically Allen Ginsberg. I am sort of a liberal although I'm 19 and not really all sure of where i am going in life. I am planning on going to Los Angeles in the fall. So anyways, nice to meet you.