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I'm miserable. :( I love him but I'm only with him because it'll hurt too much if I'm not. Yet I'm not happy with him anyway and he's such a jerk. Why can't I just be over it. Why's it gotta hurt so much...I know I'm not happy as it is. I don't understand myself! I guess I'd rather just not be happy than hurt? That doesn't seem fair..
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anyway i kept going back to him because it hurt too much to be without him. and i wasn't over it. we'd fight and break up out of anger but i still wasn't over it, it took me a very long time to be.
eventually you get to a point where you CAN handle it, and you're strong enough to cut ties. until then, you won't. <- i don't mean that badly, or rudely at all, that's how i was with him ( ... )
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