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[mind_wire]

I am very, very lucky. I have so many people that care about me so much.
I remember when I was in Elementary and had one friend. Everyone else was this nasty shadow of a person that only judged, and disliked me. I felt alone and god knows I was only friends with this other guy because he, like me, was also alone...
Suddenly there is this bloom of

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[sciencequeen]

Awww!! I know that feeling! I felt that way when I first got indoctrinated into the Organix/rave/drug scene when I was your age! (I know that makes me sound old, but shit son, that was 7 years ago for me, and I'm 7 years older than you!) ;P

I had no friends in elementary school, and one friend in high school (whom I'm still friends with), but already had a "suicide attempt" when I was 15, dropped out of regular school when I was 16 to attend adult ed, and then met someone in one of my classes that eventually changed my life (for the better!). (Did I already tell this story in my drunken stupor? I just got hard core deja vu)

So even though I'll never know it from your perspective entirely, I know how unbelievably amazing it is to feel like you've finally met "the cool people". The ones that you have amazing connections with, the ones that you can truly be yourself with, and the ones where you have the most rocking good times with.

Welcome home. ♥