This is not a love song!

thats true love i love the movie 50 first dates

look what i made.

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you need to slow down theres things in me that should never be seen and dark doors that should never be opened again.

you turn more into me everyday i have one last thing of advice, dont become me to much you wont like the end results.

you want the power i had you want the me i use to be, I know now i was great but i was blind to my true power.

you know its fun to just sit in a chair look at the wall and hit your self over and over again as hard as you can cause then you dont think about anything else and then you have a little pain but there always is when your tryin to make brain damge then you sometimes pass out thats fun and just keep going til someone comes home then you stop so ( Read more... )

every thing sucks but whats new, well if anyone has a myspace or creates on in the future add me dont worrie myspace is my anti depressed place i post up beat stuff and cool shit thats goin on so join me on myspace my address on it is Read more... )

my pain is the way i live my life, I think iv finaly become numb to the pain i just dont care about anything anymore i kno wi could nver kill myself so im just gonna go on living this shity life hopefuly i get some quik easy death from somethin, I just work 9 hours a day all day every day and all my money goes straight to my mom or dad for the ( Read more... )

well im feeling a little bit better stil sad not so suicidal anymore withdraw is over my system feels still weird i think i stil got meth, E, and THC flowing throw me cause i still feel high kinda, i look like shit right now but i need people to hang out with and some hugs if anyone think they can come pick me up to hang out that would be sweet ( Read more... )

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withdraw sucks i crave but i dont want cause the pain gets worse, nothing feels right nothing is alright i hurt so bad all this pain is comeing back to me i cry myself to sleep i beat the shit out of myself for being so stupid i hate this life i wish i could start over make some changes i feel like im to far gone to come back to a normal life but ( Read more... )