"old mcdonald had a far eieio...and on this farm he had a cow..with a moooo moo moo mooooo moo mooooooooooo moooooooo mooo moooo..here and moooooooooooo....eieio.....twinkle twinkle little star.....eieioooooooooooo"

Anyway..theres not much to say, I spent a few days at Theresa's, just hanging out with everyone ( Read more... )

Well, its been a while since I've written in here. I've thought about it, I've opened this page up, written a few sentences and decidedly put it off to the next day. But Heather spent so long teaching me yesterday how to make this journal of mine more appealing to look at. Muchos appreciation for her, by the way...so I figure, I might as well ( Read more... )

Here's a poem I just finished ( Read more... )

Saturday, after the moms kicked me out of the house, Billy and Rachael picked me up to go to Kara's. Sadly Dahmer didnt go. What straight 19 year old guy would want to spend all weekend with 4 drunk girls? Any of them. Anyway ( Read more... )

Paint a Picture ( Read more... )

Fuck...I cant sleep...I'm too fucking depressed. This hasn't happened for a long time...I need to do something about this...I'm so fucking uphappy...I don't even know why. How can I fix it if I don't even know why I feel this way? I'm so lost...I don't feel like I can do this anymore...I can't keep living like this...Everything seems so wrong...I ( Read more... )

Why doesnt mine sound like that ( Read more... )

So...I dont know what day it is today..or what it has been in the past. Two nights ago I spent all night with Dahmer and Stacy, Rachael, Kara and Tom in ...Tom's garage smoking weed after I had already had at least 20 hits and 3 vicodin. Fuckin...Jeff had 4 vidodin and close to 30 hits of weed. Ive never seen someone's eyes that bloodshot..and stay ( Read more... )

Things I want to accomplish before I die ( Read more... )

"For those who believe no explanation is necessary ( Read more... )