https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymFpwyixDWA

one - fucking - week

Craptastic

I have mostly fallen of the grid. Deactivated my Facebook, changed my phone number. I am becoming a recluse, I couldn't be happier about this decision.

You have made me incredibly sad, I wish you cared that you did. I was clean for over a year, now I want nothing more than that feeling. I can't live with this, not this week. I can't ( Read more... )

I tried so hard to understand and I don't think I ever will. Some people are just so hellbent on having issues in their life that they can't hear anything good. Way to not listen to me, you wonder why I kept things in, you found your answer. The only safe way to be around you is to hold back, which just cheapens the experience. You're never ( Read more... )

I don't know why you feel you need to be so cruel. I guess I never did understand you. I can't believe that you can actually live with yourself if you treat people this way, what even are you? Subhuman.

I've noticed that as of late some of my friendships have become moderately disconnected, I've made my attempts and I am starting to get tired at failing to keep things together.

I'm done with it, will eventually be over it. Good things only last so long I suppose.

So, this came up in conversation, a LJ comment from years ago that was a chore to find.. reposting it here so i may locate it with ease if need be at a later date...

yea, pretty intoxicated at the moment, yea....

"In 1792 Jason fought a polar bear on the beaches of Normandy with a scalpel and a frying pan. It was a very important yet futile ( Read more... )

expect for me to be very absent (of body, mind, spirit and online presence) for a very long time...