keeps you in touch.
he calls it "shame." Charlie Richter and his great photos. I was really wanting to go to open poetry tonight and I was scared they might be closed in observation of Martin Luther King Junior Day, so I didn't end up leaving the house but I really really need to start going there more. Keeps me in touch. I started going out more in the day but I got to do some of that in the night too, I get bored at night but I'm so used to being home I can barely imagine what would be so interesting that I'd leave my house and walk around alone in the dark on Pearl Street. It just doesn't seem worth it on a school night.
It's like King George "I'm here, I'm here, but I'm not all here." this qoute has been stuck with me since the first time I heard it in 7th grade, and unfortunatly, it still feels through. I feel like a stick lately, with a lack of personality and the people closest to me have also noticed it. I can't help it lately; I clam up and become all quiet and second guess myself. It's all so different in a different way. I'm totally here, but the problem is- I'm all up there.