my mind is my own worst enemy.
and i miss her more and more every day.

i know what i want to do with my life.
its a ridiculous dream, but ive had it since i couldnt join the marine corps.
i just dont want to do it alone.

whatever.
there are so many lines that have been deleted.
im so glad for the delete key. and my music...

i feel pretty alone here.
and i know what im missing.

having her attention is like a drug.
knowing she's thinking about me, keeps me going.

but i dont know.
and she's gone.
and im here.
being emo.

i wish i could say the right words to bring you back to me.

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jane called me tonight.
i love talking to her.
i miss her. tons and tons.

its gonna be an emo evening.
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so ya recently daniel (85) has been on tour with ligths outs, ceremony, and some other hardcore bands. the last week they stopped into town. i went to my first real hardcore shows with nothing but yelling and fast punk beats and mad hardcore dancing. so fuck ya. it was awesome. im moving out on august 1st. im stoked beyond stoked. nik kovacic has ( Read more... )

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when it rains, it pours.

i havent had a nightmare in years.

i had one recently.
i woke up covered in sweat and tears, confused as all hell.

stress. is. stressful.

i wish i knew what was going on with my life.

iwishSHEwashere.
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i fucking cant stand when people say they are gonna hang out, and you hang around waitin for em to call you back. and then when they are supposed to be "on their way" or callin me righ back, they dont show or call ( Read more... )

so ya ok, tonight im leavin work with dan at like 3:20am ( Read more... )