I feel like the energizer bunny...

I have a lot going on...
I feel stressed and lonely.
I want to go home.

badly

and I wish I had the "jealous lovers" remix that I lost

September 15, 2004:

"I don't have to define anything.
I don't have to explain anything.
I have to accept and respond to all that I contribute to.

I won't hurt you
but I can hurt me
kill me if I hurt you

I'm in a shadow
I'm blinded by light
dripping onto me forcing me out
you can't survive without the sunshine"

Oh man do I miss the good old days spent with the bshs symph. band perc. dept. sometimes... actually I just really miss band, and playing the drums... I just really really miss playing music... I wish I had time to take more music classes or join the jazz band... or maybe even if this stupid school had marching band. I think all the skill I had is ( Read more... )

I've wanted combat boots since I was about 11 and I finally bought a pair =D
...and yes I realize I just gained like 50 dyke points but whatever at least my feet will stay warm and dry =D
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I marked a memory and now that is all it is, distant, something that in time will not even be, remotely memorable

"...emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness ( Read more... )

I had an amazing weekend =D
Steph came to visit and we had a blast
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I wish I was leaving too.

yeah so there's ketchup on my ceiling... why you ask ( Read more... )

I wish things could go back to the way they were before

I dunno what it is but I really really like comming home this year.. maybe because I'm more used to "home" maybe b/c the food at school is just that much worse or maybe I'm just not as determine to prove I can stay away. In any case I've officially gotten into the fall spirit, the plan is to go apple picking and pumpkin picking (in the patch), see ( Read more... )

I wrote my first lesson plan last night yayyy (ok fine if you don't care but it's a milestone for me)