Well this weekend came and went. I felt a little useless seeing as i didn't go to work since last monday. I started at the brew pub. that is such a fuckin easy job. they let me have tables my first night there and i only messed up twice. granted the only thing that sucked was having to mop but hey, whatever. i only had four tables and out of who ( Read more... )

i should be sleeping right now. getting in a good nights rest before work tomorrow but i'm not. i just cried because i feel i'm breaking apart. i don't feel like anyone actually cares about me. i keep thinking about how i miss my friends and how lonely i feel. plus the fact that i can't breath because my nose i plugged up from crying. why do i feel ( Read more... )

So I'm reading this book and it asks a question and i thought to myself, "wow! this is a really good question..." so, I'm going to ask it ( Read more... )

There is a constant quivering inside of me and i have to run and run until i'm somewhere. I want to die if i can get up in the morning and die again. god left and hasn't been back. I don't think he's planning to return. God, I feel so sick, i feel so terrible. I never want to think or talk about anything again. If i wasn't so scared of dying, I'd ( Read more... )

Burn with me ( Read more... )

One of the longest surveys you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends.... Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff ( Read more... )

..Have you ever ( Read more... )

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

Body: I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to see ( Read more... )

So I felt this sudden urge to cry today. Don't know why. My eyes just teared up and I had this pain in my stomach that felt like knots ( Read more... )