cross posted at Inner Peace

[mindy_lou]

Somedays I give 110% and will do whatever it takes to stay in recovery.

Other days, I'm fucking exhausted and think, "que sera sera"

After nearly 3 years, should it still be this difficult?

Would it be that bad to simply not actively try to relapse or recover and just let whatever happens, happen?

Comments

[seekingquiet]

mrp. I do understand. Hold onto the good moments. I think is sometimes nearly all we have.
take care loverly.

[naijayob]

**hugs**

that's all.

[shadow_s]

:(
'after three years' [more than three and a half now] and i completely understand.
i don't know why it has to be so hard sometimes.

[freakyloops]

((((mindy))))