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[mindy_lou]

We took the kids to the pumpkin patch today.   Fun fun.   Pumpkin eating dinosaurs are a rarity.

I need my kids.   All of them.   They help me learn, they make me happy.

I rolled my ankle for the 4th or 5th time since being out of the walking cast.   I'm afraid I'm going to end up needing recasting.   Call into Pinzur.   He actually called me

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[justabrat]

i ♥ you
thinking of you often.
I also am dealing w/metabolic issues- keep me updated, ok?
I think you have my cell as we have chatted via text quite a few times, but I will email just incase.
try to stay strong, my minders.

[mindy_lou]

I'm trying Kara. I wish you were closer. We could provide each other with so much support. I love you too, doll.

[mindy_lou]

After I was discharged from the hospital I started group with Rebecca and her colleague Suzanne. Pam is one of the ladies in group. The point is group is a therapy group, not a support group. It is meant to challenge you. Of course you get validation and support, but the point of being there is to "work" Pam continuously refuses to answer Rebecca's and Suzanne's questions, resists doing any processing, and always just wants to have girl talk around coffee.

The level of lamictal in my system is quite low. Both a neurologist and a psychiatrist will be working together to monitor my dosage and levels.

Usually on the computer evenings, ... 7ish.

[mindy_lou]

Rebecca and Suzanne are both very protective of the group members and the groups integrity. They talked to her individually and it was addressed in group tonight. Basically she was told to make a choice, commit to the group and allow people to get to know your raw side, decide what she wants to get out of being in group, or leave. Selfishly, I hope she leaves. I think she stirs up my shit and of course that is good, but not to the point where it feels unsafe and retraumatizing.