LIGHT UP LIGHT UP AS IF YOU HAD A CHOICE

[mindyislive]

Ugh. I don't know, I don't know. I am so unbelievably something I can't put my finger on. I'm working on trying not to die of the shear nothingness I am feeling. Eh maybe its all not that bad. Why why why. Everyone in the world has something, and I have absolutely nothing. There is nothing motivating me right now. I have no desires, nothing I want

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[experimnt626]

hey, at least you've got a job and a car

[guinnessgal]

Hey, just wanted to say I know how you feel. But...can I be so daring as to say I think you're wrong. I mean, your life pretty much kicks ass with this loving family and great school and two prestigious jobs (yep yep).. and.. oh yah... ME. ha. who you will get to see soon. lalala....
Aaaaanyway, just wanted to say I am looking foward to our trip, more than I even thought I would. A few days in the sun and disney merchandise can really do a heart some good. I'm sorry you are missing matt... but it sounds as if he is missing you too.
Well, just wanted to say our operation is in place. Poised and ready. world, here we come...

love,
paige

p.s... if it really makes you feel any better the majority of youngsters I have spoken with feel the same way about summer.. sortof like they are a temporary waste of life. this may sound harsh but hey, what isn't? though you, darling, are certainly no waste of life.